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to choose my own time." "Oh! Please, don't let me interfere--only I should scarcely have thought that this was quite the moment when Harry would be most inclined to listen to you." "If we don't ask him now," she answered, "there's no knowing when we shall have the opportunity. When poor father is gone he will have a great deal to settle and decide; he will have no time for anything at all for months ahead. This morning is our last chance." But she had another thought. Her great desire now was that he should try and fail; that he would fail she was sure. She was eagerly impatient for that day when he must come to them and admit his failure. She looked ahead and fashioned that scene for herself--that scene when Robin should know and confess that his father was only as the rest of them; that their failure was his failure, their incapacity his incapacity--and then the balance would be restored and Robin would see as he had seen before. "Coffee, Robin? It's quite hot still. I saw Dr. Brady just now. He says that there is no change, nor is there likely to be one for some hours. You're looking tired, Robin, old boy. Have you been sleeping on the floor, too?" "No!" He looked up and smiled. "But I was awake a good bit. The house is different somehow, when----" "Oh yes, I know. One feels it, of course. But eating's much the best thing for keeping one's spirits up. I suppose Harry is coming down. Just find out from Benham, will you, Wilder, whether Mr. Henry is coming down?" The footman left the room, returning in a moment with the answer that Mr. Henry was about to come down. Garrett moved to the door, but Clare stopped him. "I want you, Garrett--you can bear me out!" "I thought that my opinion was of so little importance," he answered sulkily, "that I might as well go." But he sat down again and buried himself in his paper. They waited, and Robin made mental comparisons with a similar scene a week before; there were still the silver teapot, the toast, the ham--they were all there, and it was only he himself who had altered. Only a week, and what a difference! What a cad he had been! a howling cad! Not only to his father, but to Dahlia, to every one with whom he had had to do. He did not spare himself; he had at least the pluck to go through with it--_that_ was Trojan. At Harry's entrance there was an involuntary raising of eyebrows to see, if possible, how _he_ took it; _it_ being
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