be pleasant either in the speaking or in the hearing.

He had determined that he would disembarrass himself of all
preliminary flourishes in addressing her, and had his speech ready as
he took her by the hand. "Mary," he said, "you know why I am here."
Of course she made no reply. "I told you when I first saw you again
that I was unchanged." Then he paused, as though he expected that she
would answer him, but still she said nothing. "Indeed I am unchanged.
When you were here before I told you that I could look forward to no
happiness unless you would consent to be my wife. That was nearly a
year ago, and I have come again now to tell you the same thing. I do
not think but what you will believe me to be in earnest."

"I know that you are in earnest," she said.

"No man was ever more so. My constancy has been tried during the time
that you have been away. I do not say so as a reproach to you. Of
course there can be no reproach. I have nothing to complain of in
your conduct to me. But I think I may say that if my regard for you
has outlived the pain of those months there is some evidence that it
is sincere."

"I have never doubted your sincerity."

"Nor can you doubt my constancy."

"Except in this, that it is so often that we want that which we have
not, and find it so little worthy of having when we get it."

"You do not say that from your heart, Mary. If you mean to refuse me
again, it is not because you doubt the reality of my love."

"I do not mean to refuse you again, Mr. Gilmore." Then he attempted
to put his arm round her waist, but she recoiled from him, not in
anger, but very quietly, and with a womanly grace that was perfect.
"But you must hear me first, before I can allow you to take me in the
only way in which I can bestow myself. I have been steeling myself to
this, and I must tell you all that has occurred since we were last
together."

"I know it all," said he, anxious that she should be spared;--anxious
also that he himself should be spared the pain of hearing that which
she was about to say to him.

But it was necessary for her that she should say it. She would not go
to him as his accepted mistress upon other terms than those she had
already proposed to herself. "Though you know it, I must speak of
it," she said. "I should not, otherwise, be dealing honestly either
with you or with myself. Since I saw you last, I have met my cousin,
Captain Marrable. I became attached to him with a quickness