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g himself to say so. It is one of the poorest of human weaknesses that a man should be ashamed of saying he has done wrong, instead of so ashamed of having done wrong that he cannot rest till he has said so; for the shame cleaves fast until the confession removes it. Forgue walked away a step or two, and stood with his back to Donal, poking the point of his stick into the grass. All at once he turned and said: "I will apologize if you will tell me one thing." "I will tell you whether you apologize or not," said Donal. "I have never asked you to apologize." "Tell me then why you did not return either of my blows yesterday." "I should like to know why you ask--but I will answer you: simply because to do so would have been to disobey my master." "That's a sort of thing I don't understand. But I only wanted to know it was not cowardice; I could not make an apology to a coward." "If I were a coward, you would owe me an apology all the same, and he is a poor creature who will not pay his debts. But I hope it is not necessary I should either thrash or insult your lordship to convince you I fear you no more than that blackbird there!" Forgue gave a little laugh. A moment's pause followed. Then he held out his hand, but in a half-hesitating, almost sheepish way: "Well, well! shake hands," he said. "No, my lord," returned Donal. "I bear your lordship not the slightest ill-will, but I will shake hands with no one in a half-hearted way, and no other way is possible while you are uncertain whether I am a coward or not." So saying, he threw himself again upon the grass, and lord Forgue walked away, offended afresh. The next morning he came into the school-room where Donal sat at lessons with Davie. He had a book in his hand. "Mr. Grant," he said, "will you help me with this passage in Xenophon?" "With all my heart," answered Donal, and in a few moments had him out of his difficulty. But instead of going, his lordship sat down a little way off, and went on with his reading--sat until master and pupil went out, and left him sitting there. The next morning he came with a fresh request, and Donal found occasion to approve warmly of a translation he proposed. From that time he came almost every morning. He was no great scholar, but with the prospect of an English university before him, thought it better to read a little. The housekeeper at the castle was a good woman, and very kind to Donal, f
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