In spite of the sententious
coolness with which he pretended to speak, I saw that he was powerfully
and painfully affected.
"Well," he continued, "to resume the thread of my narrative; after I had
stayed some weeks with my mother and sister, I took advantage of
their departure for the continent, and resolved to make a tour through
England. Rich people, and I have always been very rich, get exceedingly
tired of the embarrassment of their riches. I seized with delight at
the idea of travelling without carriages and servants; I took merely a
favourite horse, and the black dog, poor Terror, which you see now at my
feet.
"The day I commenced this plan was to me the epoch of a new and terrible
existence. However, you must pardon me if I am not here sufficiently
diffuse. Suffice it, that I became acquainted with a being whom, for
the first and only time in my life, I loved! This miniature attempts to
express her likeness; the initials at the back, interwoven with my own,
are hers."
"Yes," said I, incautiously, "they are the initials of Gertrude
Douglas."
"What!" cried Glanville, in a loud tone, which he instantly checked, and
continued in an indrawn, muttered whisper: "How long is it since I heard
that name! and now--now--" he broke off abruptly, and then said, with a
calmer voice, "I know not how you have learnt her name; perhaps you will
explain?"
"From Thornton," said I.
"And has he told you more?" cried Glanville, as if gasping for
breath--the "history--the dreadful--"
"Not a word," said I, hastily; "he was with me when I found the picture,
and he explained the initials."
"It is well!" answered Glanville, recovering himself; "you will see
presently if I have reason to love that those foul and sordid lips
should profane the story I am about to relate. Gertrude was an only
daughter; though of gentle blood, she was no match for me, either in
rank or fortune. Did I say just now that the world had not altered me?
See my folly; one year before I saw her, and I should not have thought
her, but myself honoured by a marriage;--twelve little months had
sufficed to--God forgive me! I took advantage of her love--her
youth--her innocence--she fled with me--but not to the altar!"
Again Glanville paused, and again, by a violent effort, conquered his
emotion, and proceeded:
"Never let vice be done by halves--never let a man invest all his purer
affections in the woman he ruins--never let him cherish the kindness,
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