nished speaking, he was surprised to hear her no longer and
listened afresh.
--I have spoken with open heart to my confessor, said Suzanne timidly,
astonished at this silence.
--To the confessor! no, no, dear child; to the friend, to the friend, is it
not? Do you want him? Will you trust yourself to me? Will you let yourself
be guided by me? I will bring you by a way from which I will remove all the
thorns.
--But my father?
This was like the blow from a club to Marcel.
--Your father! Ah, yes! your father! Well, but what are we going to do?
--I have just asked you.
--It is written in the Gospel: "No one can serve two masters at the same
time." You have a master who is God. Your father places himself between God
and your duty. You must choose.
Suzanne did not reply.
--Consult your conscience, my child. What says your conscience?
--My conscience says nothing to me.
Marcel thought perhaps he had gone a little too far, he added:
--You must decide nevertheless. It is also written, "Render unto Caesar the
things that are Caesar's, and to God the things that are God's."
--How am I to unite the respect and submission which I owe to my father
with my duties as a Christian? That, repeated Suzanne, is what I wanted to
ask you.
--And we will solve the problem, dear child. Yes, we will come forth from
this evil pass, to our advantage and to our glory. Nothing happens but by
the will of God, and it is He, doubt it not, who has guided you into my
path in order that I may take care of your young and beautiful soul. The
ancients were in the habit of marking their happy days; I count already two
days in my life which I shall never obliterate from my memory, two days
marked in the golden book of my remembrances. The one is that on which I
saw you for the first time. You were in the gallery of our church. The
light was streaming behind you through the painted windows and surrounded
you with a halo. I said to myself: "Is it not one of the virgins detached
from the window?" The other is to-day.--Do you believe in presentiments,
Mademoiselle?
--Sometimes.
--Well! I had a presentiment as it were of this visit. Yes, shall I dare to
tell you so? The whole day I have been wild with joy! I had an intuition of
an approaching happiness, a very rare event with me, Mademoiselle.
--Of what happiness?
--Why of this, of this which I enjoy at this moment; this of seeing you
sitting at my hearth, in front of me, near
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