nt, I shall never be so much as others I
know.
--Insolent woman.
--Ah, you can insult me, Monsieur le Cure. I let you do as you like with
me.
--Veronica, said Marcel, this life is unendurable. I hate to be surrounded
with incessant spying; what do you want to arrive at? tell me, what do you
want to arrive at?
And the Cure approached her, his fists clenched, and with glaring eyes.
--Take care of yourself, woman, for I am beginning to get tired.
--I am so too: I am tired, cried Veronica.
Marcel's wrath passed all bounds.
--Yes. I understand, you ought indeed to be so. Tired of odious spying;
tired of your unwholesome curiosity; tired of your useless
narrow-mindedness. Do not drive me too far for your own sake, I warn you.
Twice already you have made me beside myself, beware, you miserable woman,
beware of doing it a third time.
--Be quiet, Monsieur le Cure, said Veronica softly, be quiet.
--Oh, you are driving me mad, cried Marcel, throwing himself into an
arm-chair, and covering his face with his hands.
The servant came near him:
--It is you who are making me ill with your fits of anger, she said with
solicitude: shall I make you a little tea?
--I don't want anything.
--Come, Monsieur Marcel, be yourself. I am not what you think, no, I am
not.
--It is my wish that you leave me, Veronica.
--Everything I do is for your interest, Monsieur le Cure, you will
understand it one day.
--Leave me, I say.
The servant withdrew.
--It cannot last thus, he thought. What a scandalous scene! And what a
horrible fatality thrusts me into this ridiculous and miserable situation!
Ah, the apostle is right: "As soon as we leave the straight path, we fall
into the abyss." And I am in the abyss, for I am the laughing-stock of this
servant. What will become of me with this creature? How can I get rid of
her? Can I turn her out? She would proclaim everywhere what she has
discovered.... Ah, if it were only a question of myself alone! What a
dilemma I am involved in! But that letter, that letter! Suzanne!... dear
Suzanne ... no doubt it is she who has written to me, my heart tells me so
loudly.
He waited with feverish impatience for the postman's return.
Expecting news from Suzanne, and fearing with good reason his servant's
inquisitiveness, he had indeed asked him for the future to deliver his
letters to himself only.
He sought for various pretexts to send Veronica away, but the woman too
discove
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