d made friends in the Nouvelle Athenes who interested
me passionately, and my thoughts were absorbed by and set on new ideals,
which Marshall had failed to find sympathy for, or even to understand. I
had introduced him to Degas and Manet, but he had spoken of Jules Lefevre
and Bouguereau, and generally shown himself incapable of any higher
education; he could not enter where I had entered, and this was alienation.
We could no longer even talk of the same people; when I spoke of a certain
_marquise_, he answered with an indifferent "Do you really think so?"
and proceeded to drag me away from my glitter of satin to the dinginess of
print dresses. It was more than alienation, it was almost separation; but
he was still my friend, he was the man, and he always will be, to whom my
youth, with all its aspirations, was most closely united. So I turned to
say good-bye to him and to my past life. Rap--rap--rap!
"Who's there?"
"I--Dayne."
"I've got a model."
"Never mind your model. Open the door. How are you? what are you painting?"
"This; what do you think of it?"
"It is prettily composed. I think it will come out all right. I am going to
England; come to say good-bye."
"Going to England! What will you do in England?"
"I have to go about money matters; very tiresome. I had really begun to
forget there was such a place."
"But you are not going to stay there?"
"Oh, no!"
"You will be just in time to see the Academy."
The conversation turned on art, and we aestheticised for an hour. At last
Marshall said, "I am really sorry, old chap, but I must send you away;
there's that model."
The girl sat waiting, her pale hair hanging down her back, a very picture
of discontent.
"Send her away."
"I asked her to come out to dinner."
"D----n her ... Well, never mind, I must spend this last evening with you;
you shall both dine with me. _Je quitte Paris demain matin, peut-etre
pour longtemps; je voudrais passer ma derniere soiree avec mon ami; alors
si vous voulez bien me permettre, mademoiselle, je vous invite tous les
deux a diner; nous passerons la soiree ensemble si cela vous est
agreable?_"
"_Je veux bien, monsieur._"
Poor Marie! Marshall and I were absorbed in each other and art. It was
always so. We dined in a gargotte, and afterwards we went to a students'
hall; and it seems like yesterday. I can see the moon sailing through a
clear sky, and on the pavement's edge Marshall's beautiful, slim, manly
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