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overwork. Believe me, that is so. Oswald (dully). I thought so too, at first; but it isn't so. Mrs. Alving. Tell me all about it. Oswald. Yes, I will. Mrs. Alving. When did you first feel anything? Oswald. It was just after I had been home last time and had got back to Paris. I began to feel the most violent pains in my head--mostly at the back, I think. It was as if a tight band of iron was pressing on me from my neck upwards. Mrs. Alving. And then? Oswald. At first I thought it was nothing but the headaches I always used to be so much troubled with while I was growing. Mrs. Alving. Yes, yes. Oswald. But it wasn't; I soon saw that. I couldn't work any longer. I would try and start some big new picture; but it seemed as if all my faculties had forsaken me, as if all my strengths were paralysed. I couldn't manage to collect my thoughts; my head seemed to swim--everything went round and round. It was a horrible feeling! At last I sent for a doctor--and from him I learned the truth. Mrs. Alving. In what way, do you mean? Oswald. He was one of the best doctors there. He made me describe what I felt, and then he began to ask me a whole heap of questions which seemed to me to have nothing to do with the matter. I couldn't see what he was driving at-- Mrs. Alving. Well? Oswald. At last he said: "You have had the canker of disease in you practically from your birth"--the actual word he used was "vermoulu"... Mrs. Alving (anxiously). What did he mean by that? Oswald. I couldn't understand, either--and I asked him for a clearer explanation, And then the old cynic said--(clenching his fist). Oh! Mrs. Alving. What did he say? Oswald. He said: "The sins of the fathers are visited on the children." Mrs. Alving (getting up slowly). The sins of the fathers--! Oswald. I nearly struck him in the face. Mrs. Alving (walking across the room). The sins of the fathers--! Oswald (smiling sadly). Yes, just imagine! Naturally I assured him that what he thought was impossible. But do you think he paid any heed to me? No, he persisted in his opinion; and it was only when I got out your letters and translated to him all the passages that referred to my father-- Mrs. Alving. Well, and then? Oswald. Well, then of course he had to admit that he was on the wrong track; and then I learned the truth--the incomprehensible truth! I ought to have had nothing to do with the joyous happy life I had lived with
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