le of concealing the truth from her, however much he
might have disguised it from others. "You had your share in causing me
to give up, but for a year since this war has gone on from one disaster
to another, I have known that as a soldier I must be in it."
She was perfectly calm. "I have long known it would come, James. To have
you and John and my brother Henry--all in it, is a hard fate."
"My dear, Charles writes me that Henry has left the army and gone to
Europe on business for the Confederates."
"Indeed." Some feeling of annoyance troubled her. "Then he at least is in
no danger."
"None, my dear."
"When do you go?"
"I am to command the 129th Infantry, and I shall leave about August 1st."
"So soon!" She sat still, thinking over what Grey Pine would be without
him. He explained as she sat that all details of his affairs would be put
for her clearly on paper. He ended by saying, "Ask me any questions you
want answered."
"Then, James, there will be no income from the mills--from--from that
contract?"
"None, except my rental. With that you may do as you please. There
will be also, of course, at your disposal the income from my re-invested
capital."
"Thank you, James." She was by far the less moved of the two.
"Have I greatly troubled you?" he asked. He was distressed for her.
"No, James. I knew it would come." As the shadows darkened on the forest
floor and gathered overhead, she rose to her feet. "Whatever happens,
James--whoever wins--I am the loser. I want you to be sorry for me."
"And, my dear Ann, whichever way this contest ends, I too lose."
She returned with tender sadness, "Yes, I did not think of that. Give
me your arm, James--I am--tired."
He wondered that she had said nothing of the immense sacrifice few men
would have made; nor did she seem to have realized what urgency of added
motives she had contributed to bring about his decision.
CHAPTER XXI
Through the great heat of July, 1862, the war went on its inconclusive
way. In Westways, as elsewhere, the call of the people's President for
three hundred thousand men was felt the more thoughtfully because now it
was, of course, known that Penhallow was Colonel of the 129th Infantry;
that he had made a great sacrifice of money was also known, but not
understood, and Ann Penhallow's half-forgotten politics were again
discussed when the village evening parliament met in front of the
post-office.
Mrs. Crocker, off duty, s
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