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id not speak at once. Indeed, she was quiet for a long time, so that it seemed as if she must be stricken dumb, or as if some feelings were conflicting within her. Then at last, very gently, very quietly, very sweetly, as if weighing her words, she spoke. "No, there's nothing you can do. You've been too kind all along. You're the only one on the boat that's been kind. Most of the others have looked at me--well, you know how men look at a poor, unprotected girl. But you, you're different; you're good, you're honourable, you're sincere. I could see it in your face, in your eyes. I knew I could trust you. You've been kindness itself to grandfather and I, and I never can thank you enough." "Nonsense! Don't talk of thanks, Berna. You don't know what a happiness it's been to help you. I'm sorry I've done so little. Oh, I'm going to be sincere and frank with you. The few hours I've had with you have made me long for others. I'm a lonely beggar. I never had a sister, never a girl friend. You're the first, and it's been like sudden sunshine to me. Now, can't I be really and truly your friend, Berna; your friend that would do much for you? Let me do something, anything, to show how earnestly I mean it?" "Yes, I know. Well, then, you are my dear, true friend--there, now." "Yes,--but, Berna! To-morrow you'll go and we'll likely never see each other again. What's the good of it all?" "Well, what do you want? We will both have a memory, a very sweet, nice memory, won't we? Believe me, it's better so. You don't want to have anything to do with a girl like me. You don't know anything about me, and you see the kind of people I'm going with. Perhaps I am just as bad as they." "Don't say that, Berna," I interposed sternly; "you're all that's good and pure and sweet." "No, I'm not, either. We're all of us pretty mixed. But I'm not so bad, and it's nice of you to think those things.... Oh! if I had never come on this terrible trip! I don't even know where we are going, and I'm afraid, afraid." "No, little girl." "Yes, I can't tell you how afraid I am. The country's so savage and lonely; the men are so like brute beasts; the women--well, they're worse. And here are we in the midst of it. I don't know what's going to become of us." "Well, Berna, if it's like that, why don't you and your grandfather turn back? Why go on?" "He will never turn back. He'll go on till he dies. He only knows one word of English and that's
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