FREE BOOKS

Author's List




PREV.   NEXT  
|<   60   61   62   63   64   65   66   67   68   69   70   71   72   73   74   75   76   77   78   79   80   81   82   83   84  
85   86   87   88   89   90   91   92   93   94   95   96   97   98   >>  
. I cannot say that I felt much definite interest in the novel circumstances surrounding me, except as possible resources for some escape from the situation, as it stood between herself and me. If I could compass any means of communicating with her, I believed that I could accept my doom, let it take me where it might or make of me what it would. Walking thus drearily, alone, and not sorry to be alone in that unfamiliar company, lost in the fixed idea of my own misery, I suddenly heard light footsteps hurrying behind me. I thought:-- "There is another spirit; one more of the newly dead, come to this strange place." But I did not find it worth my while to turn and greet him, being so wrapt in my own fate; and when a soft hand touched my arm, I moved from it with something like dismay. "Why, Doctor!" said the gentle voice of Mrs. Faith, "did I startle you? I have been hunting for you everywhere," she added, laughing lightly. "I was afraid you would feel rather desolate. It is a pity. Now, I am as _happy_!" "Did Charley live?" I asked immediately. "Oh yes, Charley lived; what we used to call living, when we were there. Poor Charley! I keep thinking how he would enjoy everything if he were here with me. But his father needed him. It makes me so happy! I am very happy! Tell me, Doctor, what do you think of this place? How does it strike you?" "It is a foreign country," I said sadly. "Is it, Doctor? Poor Doctor! Why, I feel so much at _home_!" She lifted a radiant face to me; it was touching to see her expression, and marvellous to behold the idealization of health on features for so many years adjusted to pain and patience. "Dear Doctor!" she cried joyously, "you never thought to see me _well_! They call this death. Why, I never knew what it was to be _alive_ before!" "I must make you acquainted with some of the people who live here," she added, quickly recalling herself from her own interests to mine, with her natural unselfishness, "it is pitiful to come into this place--as you have done. You always knew so many people. You had such friends about you. I never saw you walk alone in all your life before." "I wish to be alone," I answered moodily. "I care nothing for this place, or for the men who live here. It is all unfamiliar to me. I am not happy in it. I am afraid I have not been educated for it. It is the most unhomelike place I ever saw." Her eyes filled; she did not
PREV.   NEXT  
|<   60   61   62   63   64   65   66   67   68   69   70   71   72   73   74   75   76   77   78   79   80   81   82   83   84  
85   86   87   88   89   90   91   92   93   94   95   96   97   98   >>  



Top keywords:

Doctor

 
Charley
 

unfamiliar

 

people

 

thought

 

afraid

 

needed

 

touching

 
radiant
 

lifted


strike

 

father

 

filled

 

foreign

 

country

 
patience
 

friends

 

unselfishness

 
pitiful
 

unhomelike


educated

 

answered

 

moodily

 

natural

 
adjusted
 

features

 

marvellous

 

behold

 

idealization

 

health


joyously

 

thinking

 
quickly
 
recalling
 

interests

 

acquainted

 

expression

 

drearily

 

company

 

Walking


footsteps

 
hurrying
 

misery

 

suddenly

 

accept

 

believed

 

circumstances

 

surrounding

 
interest
 
definite