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thoroughfares that beat on the edge of the park. "I didn't know you cared so much," she said, also humbly. "I didn't," he said. "I was knocked over myself.--But I care--all the world." His voice was so quiet and colourless, it made her heart go pale with fear. "My love!" she said, drawing near to him. But she spoke out of fear, not out of love. "I care all the world--I care for nothing else--neither in life nor in death," he said, in the same steady, colourless voice of essential truth. "Than for what?" she murmured duskily. "Than for you--to be with me." And again she was afraid. Was she to be conquered by this? She cowered close to him, very close to him. They sat perfectly still, listening to the great, heavy, beating sound of the town, the murmur of lovers going by, the footsteps of soldiers. She shivered against him. "You are cold?" he said. "A little." "We will go and have some supper." He was now always quiet and decided and remote, very beautiful. He seemed to have some strange, cold power over her. They went to a restaurant, and drank chianti. But his pale, wan look did not go away. "Don't leave me to-night," he said at length, looking at her, pleading. He was so strange and impersonal, she was afraid. "But the people of my place," she said, quivering. "I will explain to them--they know we are engaged." She sat pale and mute. He waited. "Shall we go?" he said at length. "Where?" "To an hotel." Her heart was hardened. Without answering, she rose to acquiesce. But she was now cold and unreal. Yet she could not refuse him. It seemed like fate, a fate she did not want. They went to an Italian hotel somewhere, and had a sombre bedroom with a very large bed, clean, but sombre. The ceiling was painted with a bunch of flowers in a big medallion over the bed. She thought it was pretty. He came to her, and cleaved to her very close, like steel cleaving and clinching on to her. Her passion was roused, it was fierce but cold. But it was fierce, and extreme, and good, their passion this night. He slept with her fast in his arms. All night long he held her fast against him. She was passive, acquiscent. But her sleep was not very deep nor very real. She woke in the morning to a sound of water dashed on a courtyard, to sunlight streaming through a lattice. She thought she was in a foreign country. And Skrebensky was there an incubus upon her. She lay still, th
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