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First of all, generous!--look at your mouth, which God first fashions, then leaves for us to make or mar. Second, your eyes--sincere! for though you blush like a maiden, Carus, your eyes are steady to the eyes that punish. Third, dogged! spite of the fierce impatience that sets your chiseled nose a-quiver at the nostrils. There! Am I not a very gipsy for a fortune? Read me, now." After a long silence I said, "I can not." "Truly?" "Truly. I can not read you, Elsin." She opened her palm and held her fingers, one by one, frowning in an effort to be just: "First, I am a fool; second, I am a fool; third, I am a fool; fourth----" I caught her hand, and she looked at me with a charming laugh. "I _am_," she insisted, her hand resting in mine. "Why?" "Why, because I--I am in love with Walter Butler--and--and I never liked a man as well as I like you!" I was astounded. She sighed, slowly shaking her head. "That is it, you see. Love is very different from having a good time. He is so proud, so sad, so buried in noble melancholy, so darkly handsome, and all afire with passion--which advances him not a whit with me nor commends him to my mercy--only when he stands before me, his dark golden eyes lost in delicious melancholy; then, _then_, Carus, I know that it must be love I feel; but it is not a very cheerful sentiment." She sighed again, picking up her fan with one hand--I held the other. "Now, with you--and I have scarce known you a dozen hours--it is so charming, so pleasant and cheerful--and I like you so much, Carus!--oh, the sentiment I entertain for you is far pleasanter than love. Have you ever been in love?" "I am, Elsin--almost." "Almost? Mercy on us! What will the lady say to 'almost'?" "God knows," I said, smiling. "Good!" she said approvingly; "leave her in God's care, and practise on me to perfect your courtship. I like it, really I do. It is strange, too," she mused, with a tender smile of reminiscence, "for I have never let Captain Butler so much as touch my hand. But discretion, you see, is love; isn't it? So if I am so indiscreet with you, what harm is there?" "Are you unhappy away from him?" I asked. "No, only when with him. He seems to wring my heart--I don't know why, but, oh, I do so pity him!" "Are you--plighted?" "Oh, dear me, yes--but secretly. Ah, I should not have told you that!--but there you are, Carus; and I do believe that I could tell you everything I know
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