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or why they love. I have seen delicacy mate with coarseness, wit with stupidity, humanity with brutality, religion with the skeptic, aye, goodness with evil. I, too, ask why? The answer ever is the same--because of love!" "Because of it, is reason; is it not?" "So women say." "And men?" "Aye, they say the same; but with men it is another sentiment, I think, though love is what we call it." "Why do men love, Carus?" "Why?" I laughed. "Men love--men love because they find it pleasant, I suppose--for variety, for family reasons." "For nothing else?" "For a balm to that mad passion driving them." "And--nothing nobler?" "There is a noble love, part chivalry, part desire, inspired by mind and body in sweetest unison." "A mind that seeks its fellow?" she asked softly. "No, a mind that seeks its complement, as the body seeks. This union, I think, is really love. But I speak with no experience, Elsin. This only I know, that you are too young, too innocent to comprehend, and that the sentiment awakened in you by what you think is love, is not love. Child, forgive me what I say, but it rings false as the vows of that young man who importunes you." "Is it worthy of you, Carus, to stab him so behind his back?" I leaned forward, my head in my hands. "Elsin, I have endured these four years, now, a thousand little stings which I could not resent. Forgetting this, at moments I blurt out a truth which, were matters otherwise with me, I might back with--what is looked for when a man repeats what may affront his listener. It is, in a way, unworthy, as you say, that I speak lightly to you of a man I can not meet with honor to myself. Yet, Elsin, were my duty first to you--first even to myself--this had been settled now--this matter touching you and Walter Butler--and also my ancient score with him, which is as yet unreckoned." "What keeps you, then?" she said, and her voice rang a little. I looked at her; she sat there, proud head erect, searching me with scornful eyes. "A small vow I made," said I carelessly. "And when are you released, sir?" "Soon, I hope." "Then, Mr. Renault," she said disdainfully, "I pray you swallow your dislike of Captain Butler until such time as you may explain your enmity to him." The lash stung. I sat dazed, then wearied, while the tingling passed. Even the silence tired me, and when I could command my voice I said: "Shall we descend, madam? There is a chill in
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