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e inclined artillery road, whence we presently came out upon the ramparts, with the vast sweep of star-set firmament above, and below us the city's twinkling lights on one side, and upon the other two great rivers at their trysting with the midnight ocean. There were no lights at sea, none on the Hudson, and on the East River only the sad signal-spark smoldering above the _Jersey_. Elsin had found a seat low on a gun-carriage, and, moving a little, made place for me. "Look at that darkness," she said--"that infinite void under which an ocean wallows. It is like hell, I think. Do you understand how I fear the ocean?" "Do you fear it, child?" "Aye," she said, musing; "it took father and mother and brother. You knew that?" "Lady Coleville says there is always hope that they may be alive--cast on that far continent----" "So the attorneys say--because there is a legal limit--and I am the Honorable Elsin Grey. Ah, Carus, _I_ know that the sea has them fast. No port shall that tall ship enter save the last of all--the Port of Missing Ships. Heigho! Sir Frederick is kind--in his own fashion.... I would I had a mother.... There is a loneliness that I feel ... at times...." A vague gesture, and she lifted her head, with a tremor of her shoulders, as though shaking off care as a young girl drops a scarf of lace to her waist. Presently she turned quietly to me: "I have told Lady Coleville," she said. "Told her what, child?" "Of my promise to Captain Butler. I have not yet told everything--even to you." Roused from my calm sympathy I swung around, alert, tingling with interest and curiosity. "I gave her leave to inform Sir Peter," she added. "They were too unhappy about you and me, Carus. Now they will understand there is no chance." And when Sir Peter had asked me if Walter Butler was married, I had admitted it. Here was the matter already at a head, or close to it. Sudden uneasiness came upon me, as I began to understand how closely the affront touched Sir Peter. What would he do? "What is it called, and by what name, Carus, when a man whose touch one can not suffer so dominates one's thoughts--as he does mine?" "It is not love," I said gloomily. "He swears it is. Do you believe there may lie something compelling in his eyes that charm and sadden--almost terrify, holding one pitiful yet reluctant?" "I do not know. I do not understand the logic of women's minds, nor how they reason, n
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