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ndered how she could have ever wanted such a very ordinary happening as for her grandfather to _adopt_ them and give them _his_ money. Here was this wonderful John Brown actually longing to give up her grandfather--his grandfather. For he had soon convinced her that Captain Carew was his grandfather too, and while allowing that he might be hers, he showed her how very little in the eyes of the world _her_ relationship counted for. He, he said, was the son of his grandfather's eldest son--that their names were different was solely owing to the fact that his father had changed his name for private reasons. She and Cyril and all the rest of them were merely the children of his grandfather's _daughter_. And, as he impressed upon Betty, women didn't count for much in the world's eyes. Yet Betty was very earnest in her intention to be something great--something self-made, and John was willing enough not to stand in her way. He himself was going to start at once; _he_ was not going to waste any more time over going to school and doing lessons. He pointed to his grandfather as a fine example of a man who had risen _because_ he had not wasted time in learning. He told Betty they could not begin their "career" too early. It was Betty who suggested waiting till the Christmas holidays, and it was John who said-- "Perhaps you'd better wait till the next Christmas. I will have got a bit of a start by then and will be able to help you." But Betty was indignant at that. "I won't be helped!" she said. "I won't be helped by you, John Brown. Stay at home till Christmas yourself--I'm going _now_!" Her career had to be decided upon, and very little time remained in which to decide. John intended beginning life as an errand boy. In his spare time, he said, he would go on with his drawing, and if an opportunity occurred, he would work his passage out somewhere in some ship. He was rather vague about all but the errand running; that he saw to be the first step towards greatness. Betty was not long before she decided he was keeping some part of his design from her. And every afternoon when they had left school and each other, she was nervous lest he should have gone by morning--gone and left her to find her way into the world alone! And here was she unable to decide upon her career! She even asked questions about Joan of Arc and Grace Darling, and set herself to find out if there were any other women in the history book. "It
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