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hould need them?" "I need no one except you. I don't want to see them. I don't want to hear their news. They are killing you. You seem calm, but your face! you have never looked like this before. O, darling, it can't be what you think it is." He lifted her from the ground and took her in his arms again, as though he could defy the cruel, invisible fate which had decreed their separation. "In any case," he said, "I won't give you back--I cannot. It is too much to ask. You are mine--you were never his--never. God is not unjust, and this is unjust. As for other people and outside opinion, they have not mattered to me at any time, and least of all can they matter now. I won't give you back." She held him closer, already feeling, in spite of his words, the first agony of their inevitable farewell. "You love me!" she said, "you must never leave me. Kiss me, and promise me that you will never leave me." Grief and horror had broken down every barrier of reserve between them. The pent-up passion on his side, the intense unconscious tenderness on hers seemed to meet and blend in the one consuming thought that they belonged to each other--that, in the awful struggle between the force of circumstances and the force of life--they might have to part. "Why should we two matter in so large a world?" she cried. "Surely we need not suffer so much just for the discipline of our own souls? I cannot, cannot, cannot go away. I can't live without you. I can't die without you. I am tired of being alone. I am tired of trying to forget you. And I have tried so hard." Her face, from which all colour and joy and animation had departed, seemed like a June rose dead, in all its perfection, on the tree. One may see many such in a garden after a sudden frost. "You mustn't leave me. They all frighten me. I have no one but you," she continued; "God will understand. He doesn't ask any one to be alone. He wasn't even crucified--alone. He didn't enter into Paradise--alone. Ask me to do anything, but don't ask me to go away--to go back to Wrexham. You are much stronger than I am. If you thought you ought to cut out your heart by little pieces, you would do it. But you must think of me. They may have all my money--that is all they care for. But I must have you." Although she made the appeal, he had resolved, in silence, long before, that, come what might, he would not give her back. The decision rose on the instant, without hesitation,
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