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hair, exhausted, with her head thrown back and her arms hanging by her side. She had the grotesque look of one of those painters' dummies used to hang draperies on. "I didn't know you loved him so much as all that," said Philip. He understood Griffiths' love well enough, for he put himself in Griffiths' place and saw with his eyes, touched with his hands; he was able to think himself in Griffiths' body, and he kissed her with his lips, smiled at her with his smiling blue eyes. It was her emotion that surprised him. He had never thought her capable of passion, and this was passion: there was no mistaking it. Something seemed to give way in his heart; it really felt to him as though something were breaking, and he felt strangely weak. "I don't want to make you unhappy. You needn't come away with me if you don't want to. I'll give you the money all the same." She shook her head. "No, I said I'd come, and I'll come." "What's the good, if you're sick with love for him?" "Yes, that's the word. I'm sick with love. I know it won't last, just as well as he does, but just now..." She paused and shut her eyes as though she were going to faint. A strange idea came to Philip, and he spoke it as it came, without stopping to think it out. "Why don't you go away with him?" "How can I? You know we haven't got the money." "I'll give you the money." "You?" She sat up and looked at him. Her eyes began to shine, and the colour came into her cheeks. "Perhaps the best thing would be to get it over, and then you'd come back to me." Now that he had made the suggestion he was sick with anguish, and yet the torture of it gave him a strange, subtle sensation. She stared at him with open eyes. "Oh, how could we, on your money? Harry wouldn't think of it." "Oh yes, he would, if you persuaded him." Her objections made him insist, and yet he wanted her with all his heart to refuse vehemently. "I'll give you a fiver, and you can go away from Saturday to Monday. You could easily do that. On Monday he's going home till he takes up his appointment at the North London." "Oh, Philip, do you mean that?" she cried, clasping her hands. "If you could only let us go--I would love you so much afterwards, I'd do anything for you. I'm sure I shall get over it if you'll only do that. Would you really give us the money?" "Yes," he said. She was entirely changed now. She began to laugh. He could see that she was in
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