FREE BOOKS

Author's List




PREV.   NEXT  
|<   107   108   109   110   111   112   113   114   115   116   117   >>  
naged that. Now if they don't make it up, it won't be my fault.' 'You are a foolish child,' Philip responded, as he turned round from his writing to draw me to him. 'Why should you be so anxious to bring them together?' 'Because,' I said, as I laid my cheek lightly against his, 'I want them to be as happy as we are, Philip, and I believe they will be.' Miss Rayner returned from her morning in the East End very quiet and preoccupied. I asked no questions, but was surprised when later in the day she said to me, 'I must leave you to-morrow, Hilda. I have done my business, and am longing to get out of London. It never suits me. I feel as if I cannot breathe here.' 'You promised to stay till the end of the week,' I said reproachfully. 'Circumstances alter cases,' she rejoined briefly. This did not sound very hopeful. I was silent, not knowing very well what to say. Presently she said, with a short little laugh, 'I am always outspoken, Hilda, so I'll tell you frankly that if you had not Mr. Ratcliffe hanging about this part I might have lengthened my visit. I cannot stand the chance of meeting him again.' 'Why?' I asked innocently. 'Why?' she repeated. 'You know my story, and he will not let bygones be bygones, but insisted this morning upon dragging up old memories that are best left buried. In fact, he wants things to be as they once were, and they cannot.' 'Oh, Miss Rayner, why not?' I again exclaimed. 'Because we are old and grey,' she said, laughing; 'because he has drifted into ways of his own, and into mine. It would be ridiculous and besides I--I should be no help to him. I am such a beginner.' She turned from me quickly and left the room. I was perplexed and disturbed. I had felt sure that my little plan was going to succeed, and I was very disappointed at its apparent failure. I knew that she still cared for him, and why she would persist in standing in her own light, and putting such happiness from her, I could not imagine! That evening Miss Rayner and I were dining alone as Philip had an engagement out. I was a little anxious about him, as he was only just recovering from a bad cold, and made him wrap up very warmly before he went. Miss Rayner said to me at dinner, 'I am afraid your husband's health is a great anxiety to you.' 'It is a little cloud to our happiness,' I said, 'but we are not troubled. I always feel He is in God's hands; I suppose we shall never have u
PREV.   NEXT  
|<   107   108   109   110   111   112   113   114   115   116   117   >>  



Top keywords:
Rayner
 

Philip

 

morning

 

happiness

 

anxious

 
turned
 
bygones
 

Because

 
buried
 

beginner


quickly

 

perplexed

 
disturbed
 

laughing

 
exclaimed
 

drifted

 
succeed
 
things
 

ridiculous

 

memories


afraid

 

husband

 

health

 

dinner

 

warmly

 

anxiety

 

suppose

 

troubled

 

persist

 

standing


apparent

 
failure
 

putting

 

engagement

 

recovering

 
dining
 

imagine

 
evening
 

disappointed

 
surprised

questions
 

preoccupied

 
morrow
 
breathe
 

promised

 

London

 
business
 

longing

 
returned
 

foolish