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good and worthy of belief in the Scriptures, and what is unworthy?" [Illustration: "It was a large, thick, dark book, and weighed nearly four pounds."] "It must be that way. I am intelligent. One must decide for one's self what is fair and what is unfair; what is cruel and what is merciful and kind. Intelligence must always evolve its own religion; sin is only an unfaithfulness to what one really believes." "What _do_ you believe, Valerie?" "About what, dear?" "Love." "Loving a man?" "Yes." "You know what my creed is--that love must be utterly unselfish to be pure--to be love at all." "One must not think of one's self," murmured Rita, absently. "I don't mean that. I mean that one must not hesitate to sacrifice one's self when the happiness or welfare of the other is in the balance." "Yes. Of course!... Suppose you love a man." "Yes," said Valerie, smiling, "I can imagine that." "Listen, dear. Suppose you love a man. And you think that perhaps he is beginning--just beginning to care a little for you. And suppose--suppose that you are--have been--long ago--once, very long ago--" "What?" "Unwise," said Rita, in a low voice. "Unwise? How?" "In the--unwisest way that a girl can be." "You mean any less unwise than a man might be--probably the very man she is in love with?" "You know well enough what is thought about a girl's unwisdom and the same unwisdom in a man." "I know what is thought; but _I_ don't think it." "Perhaps you don't. But the world's opinion is different." "Yes, I know it.... What is your question again? You say to me, here's a man beginning to care for a girl who has been unwise enough before she knew him to let herself believe she cared enough for another man to become his mistress. Is that it, Rita?" "Y-yes." "Very well. What do you wish to ask me?" "I wish to ask you what that girl should do." "Do? Nothing. What is there for her to do?" "Ought she to let that man care for her?" "Has he ever made the same mistake she has?" "I--don't think so." "Are you sure?" "Almost." "Well, then, I'd tell him." Rita lay silent, gazing into space, her blond hair clustering around the pretty oval of her face. Valerie waited for a few moments, then resumed her reading, glancing inquiringly at intervals over the top of her book at Rita, who seemed disinclined for further conversation. After a long silence she sat up abruptly on the sofa and
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