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ying in a hammock and Helene is reading to him, while Harry paints her portrait. Oh, dear--I _love_ Harry Annan, but he can't paint! "Dearest--as I sit here in my room with the chintz curtains blowing and the sun shining on the vines outside my open windows, I am thinking of you; and my girl's heart is very full--very humble in the wonder of your love for me--a miracle ever new, ever sweeter, ever holier. "I pray that it be given to me to see the best way for your happiness and your welfare; I pray that I may not be confused by thought of self. "Dear, the spring is going very swiftly. I can scarcely believe that May is already here--is already passing--and that the first of June is so near. "Will you _always_ love me? Will you always think tenderly of me--happily--! Alas, it is a promise nobody can honestly make. One can be honest only in wishing it may be so. "Dearest of men, the great change is near at hand--nearer than I can realise. Do you still want me? Is the world impossible without me? Tell me so, Louis; tell me so now--and in the years to come--very often--very, very often. I shall need to hear you say it; I understand now how great my need will be to hear you say it in the years to come." Writing to him in a gayer mood a week later: "It is perfectly dear of you to tell me to remain. I _do_ miss you; I'm simply wild to see you; but I am getting so strong, so well, so deliciously active and vigorous again. I _was_ rather run down in town. But in the magic of this air and sunshine I have watched the reincarnation of myself. I swim, I row, I am learning to sit a horse; I play tennis--_and_ I flirt, Monsieur--shamelessly, with Sam and Harry. Do you object-- "We had such a delightful time--a week-end party, perfectly informal and crazy; Mrs. Hind-Willet--who is such a funny woman, considering the position she might occupy in society--and Jose Querida--just six of us, until--and this I'm afraid you may not like--Mrs. Hind-Willet telephoned Penrhyn Cardemon to come over. "You know, Louis, he _seems_ a gentleman, though it is perfectly certain that he isn't. I hate and despise him; and have been barely civil to him. But in a small company one has to endure such things with outward equanimity; and I am sure that nobody suspects my contempt for him and that my dislike has not caused one awkward moment." She wrote again: "I beg of you not to suggest to your sister that she call on me. Try to be re
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