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humour which sometimes masks a defiance almost contemptuous. But Rita's engagements required her to leave very shortly after his advent; and before she went out she deliberately waited to catch Valerie's eye; and Valerie coloured deeply under her silent message. Then Rita went away with a scarcely perceptible nod to Querida; and when, by the clock, she had been gone twenty minutes, Querida, without reason, without preparation, and perfectly aware of his moment's insanity, yielded to a second's flash of caprice--the second that comes once in the lives of all women--and now, in the ordered symmetry of his life, had come to him. "Valerie," he said, "I love you. Will you marry me?" She had been leaning sideways on the back of her chair, one hand supporting her cheek, gazing almost listlessly out of the open window. She did not stir, nor did her face alter, but, very quietly she turned her head and looked at him. He spoke, breathlessly, eloquently, persuasively, and well; the perfect machinery was imitating for him a single-minded, ardent, honourable young man, intelligent enough to know his own mind, manly enough to speak it. The facsimile was flawless. He had finished and was waiting, long fingers gripping the arms of his chair; and her face had altered only to soften divinely, and her eyes were very sweet and untroubled. "I am glad you have spoken this way to me, Jose. Something has been said about you--in connection with Mr. Cardemon--which disturbed me and made me very sad and miserable, although I would not permit myself to believe it.... And now I know it was a mistake--because you have asked me to be your wife." She sat looking at him, the sadness in her eyes emphasised by the troubled smile curving her lips: "I couldn't marry you, Jose, because I am not in love with you. If I were I would do it.... But I do not care for you that way." For an instant some inner flare of madness blinded his brain and vision. There was, in his face, something so terrible that Valerie unconsciously rose to her feet, bewildered, almost stunned. "I want you," he said slowly. "Jose! What in the world--" His dry lips moved, but no articulate sound came from them. Suddenly he sprang to his feet, and out of his twisted, distorted mouth poured a torrent of passion, of reproach, of half-crazed pleading--incoherency tumbling over incoherency, deafening her, beating in upon her, till she swayed where she stood, hol
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