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er in his arms, and cover her poor little wasted face with kisses--to call her 'Mate'; to remind her of that wonderful marriage night under the stars. But when he saw the proud aloofness of her look, his longing changed to a dull fury, which he could only keep in check by rigorous steeling of his will against any softening impulse. So his face was hard as a rock, his voice rasping in its restraint, when he came near and spoke to her. 'You have not had any more fever?' 'No.' He put two or three questions to her about her health--whether she had taken the medicine he had left for her, and so on, to which she returned almost monosyllabic replies, sufficiently satisfactory in the information they gave him. 'That's all right then,' he said coldly. 'I thought it would be, though I didn't at all like leaving you in such a condition.' 'Really! But it doesn't seem as if you had felt any violent anxiety about me since you came back. I heard you go to the bathroom a long time ago, and I saw you going up to the Quarters.' He did not appear to notice the latter implication. 'I had to sleep,' he said curtly. 'I was dead beat.' 'Yes, I saw that,' she answered. 'A-ah!' The deep intake of breath made a hissing sound, and he flushed a brick red. 'You came and looked at me?' 'I went into the Office.' 'I didn't want you to see me. You must have loathed the sight of me. I was a disgusting object.' She said nothing. If he had glanced at her he would have seen a piteous flicker of tenderness pass over her face--a sudden wet gleam in her eyes. And had he yielded then to his first impulse, things might have gone very differently between them. But he kept himself stiffened. He would not lift his eyes, when she gave him a furtive glance. The expression of his half averted face was positively sinister as he added with a sneering little laugh. 'One can't look as if one had come out of a bandbox after fighting a bush fire.' She exclaimed, 'Oh! what does it matter?' He utterly mistook the meaning of her exclamation. 'You are quite right,' he retorted. 'When it comes to the end of everything, what does ANYTHING matter!' For several moments there was dead silence. She felt as if he had wilfully stabbed her. He on his side had again the confused sense of two antagonists, feinting with their weapons to gain time before the critical encounter. 'Well?' He swung himself savagely round upon her. 'That's true, isn'
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