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t it? The end HAS come.... You're sick of the whole show--dead sick--of the Bush--of everything?--Aren't you? Answer me straight, Bridget.' 'Yes, I am,' she replied recklessly. 'I hate the Bush--I--I hate everything.' 'Everything! Well, that settles it!' he said slowly. Again there was silence, and then he said: 'You know I wouldn't want to keep you--especially now,'--he did not add the words that were on his lips 'now that bad times are coming on me,'--and she read a different application in the 'now.' 'I--I'd be glad for you to quit. It's as you please--maybe the sooner the better. I'll make everything as easy as I can for you.' 'You are very--considerate....' The sarcasm broke in her throat. She moved abruptly, and stood gazing out over the plain till the hysterical, choking sensation left her. Her back was to him. He could not see her face; nor could she see the dumb agony in his. Presently she walked to a shelf-table on the veranda set against the wall; and from the litter of papers and work upon it, took up the cablegram she had lately received. 'I wanted to show you this,' she said stonily, and handed him the blue paper. There was something significant in the way he steadied it upon the veranda railing, and stooped with his head down to pore over it. The blow was at first almost staggering. It was as though the high gods had shot down a bolt from heaven, shattering his world, and leaving him alone in Chaos. They had taken him at his word--had registered on the instant his impious declaration. It WAS the end of everything. She was to quit.... He had said, the sooner the better.... Well--he wasn't going to let even the high gods get a rise out of him. He laughed. By one of those strange links of association, which at moments of unexpected crisis bring back things impersonal, unconnected, the sound of his own laugh recalled the rattle of earth, upon the dry outside of a sheet of bark in which, during one of their boundary rides at Breeza Downs lately, they had wrapped for burial the body of a shepherd found dead in the bush. Both sounds seemed to him as of something dead--something outside humanity. He handed her back the telegram, speaking still as if he were far-off--on the other side of a grave, but quite collectedly and as though in the long silence he had been weighing the question. 'It seems to me that this has come to you in the nick of time, to solve difficulties.' 'Yes,' she
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