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son why. Their talk skimmed the surface of vital things--the new awakening in England; the threatenings of a socialistic upheaval; his individual aims and ideas--she recognised her own inspirations. He spoke of his political ambitions. Suddenly she said: 'I wonder why you made the break of coming out to Australia--why you did not stay in England and follow on your career?' 'There are bonds stronger than cart ropes which may drag a man by force from the path he has marked out for himself. Surely you must understand?' 'Really, Mr Maule.' 'Why will you be so formal!' he interrupted impetuously. 'It is absurd. Women nowadays always call men they know well by a PETIT NOM.' 'Do I know you well! I often think I never knew you at all.' 'That is what Lady Tallant used to say to me, latterly, about you and myself--that we never really knew each other.' 'Oh, poor Rosamond! It makes me miserable to think of her. You became friends, then--latterly?' 'She was very nice to me when she came back from Leichardt's Land. And besides, she was anxious for me to come out to Luke and help him a bit.... She told me about your marriage. She knew I could settle to nothing--of course, the world in general thought it was because of that tragedy--my wife's death--and the child--you understand?' Bridget nodded slowly. 'Lady Tallant knew the truth--that I was tormented by one ceaseless longing--after the impossible. I fancy she thought that if I could realise the impossibility, I might get over the longing.... But--Bridget, it's no use pretending--I did try to do my duty. I think I succeeded, to a certain extent, in making my wife happy--but there was always the same gnawing regret....' 'You must put all that out of your head,' she interrupted curtly. 'I cannot. A man doesn't love a woman like you, and, because she is married to another man, put her out of his head--in two years or ten--or Eternity, for that matter.' She laughed joylessly. 'Eternity!' she scoffed. They were in the veranda after luncheon, she swinging slowly in the hammock, playing with a cigarette, he smoking likewise, scarcely attempting to suppress the stormy feeling in his face and voice. For her, the crude brown-grey landscape rose and fell with the motion of the hammock, and jarred with the exotic memories he evoked. She had been called back to the varied emotional interests of her girlhood, and realised, in a rush, how deadly dull was life in t
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