view, the publisher became
more furious than ever. My money was growing short, and I one day asked
him to pay me for my labours in the deceased publication.
"Sir," said the publisher, "what do you want the money for?"
"Merely to live on," I replied; "it is very difficult to live in this
town without money."
"How much money did you bring with you to town?" demanded the publisher.
"Some twenty or thirty pounds," I replied.
"And you have spent it already?"
"No," said I, "not entirely; but it is fast disappearing."
"Sir," said the publisher, "I believe you to be extravagant; yes, sir,
extravagant!"
"On what grounds do you suppose me to be so?"
"Sir," said the publisher, "you eat meat."
"Yes," said I, "I eat meat sometimes; what should I eat?"
"Bread, sir," said the publisher; "bread and cheese."
"So I do, sir, when I am disposed to indulge; but I cannot often afford
it--it is very expensive to dine on bread and cheese, especially when one
is fond of cheese, as I am. My last bread and cheese dinner cost me
fourteenpence. There is drink, sir; with bread and cheese one must drink
porter, sir."
"Then, sir, eat bread--bread alone. As good men as yourself have eaten
bread alone; they have been glad to get it, sir. If with bread and
cheese you must drink porter, sir, with bread alone you can, perhaps,
drink water, sir."
However, I got paid at last for my writings in the Review, not, it is
true, in the current coin of the realm, but in certain bills; there were
two of them, one payable at twelve, and the other at eighteen months
after date. It was a long time before I could turn these bills to any
account; at last I found a person who, at a discount of only thirty per
cent., consented to cash them; not, however, without sundry grimaces,
and, what was still more galling, holding, more than once, the
unfortunate papers high in air between his forefinger and thumb. So ill,
indeed, did I like this last action, that I felt much inclined to snatch
them away. I restrained myself, however, for I remembered that it was
very difficult to live without money, and that, if the present person did
not discount the bills, I should probably find no one else that would.
But if the treatment which I had experienced from the publisher, previous
to making this demand upon him, was difficult to bear, that which I
subsequently underwent was far more so; his great delight seemed to
consist in causing me misery and
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