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y is a compromise, for no one can be free to obey every impulse the moment one enters into his being. "Good God, Beclere! it is terrible to think one knows nothing, and life, like the desert, is full of solitude." Beclere did not answer, and, forgetful that it was impossible to answer a cry of anguish, Owen began to suspect Beclere of thoughts regarding the perfectibility of mankind, of thinking that with patience and more perfect administration, &c. But Beclere was thinking nothing of the kind; he was wondering what sort of reason could have sent Owen out of England. Some desperate love affair perhaps, his wife may have run away from him. But he did not try to draw Owen into confidence, speaking instead of falconry and Tahar's arrival, which could not be much longer delayed. "After all, if you had not missed him in the desert we never should have known each other." "So much was gained, and if you ever come to England--" Beclere smiled. "So you think we shall never meet again, and that we are talking out our last talk on the edge of this gulf of sand?" "We shall meet again if you come to the desert to hunt with eagles." "But you will not come to England?" Beclere did not think it necessary to answer. "But in France? You will return to France some day?" "Why should I? Whom do I know in France? _Je ne suis plus un des votres. Qu'irais-je y faire?_ But we are not talking for the last time, Tahar has yet to arrive, he will be here to-morrow and we'll go hunting; and after our hunting I hope to induce you to stop some while longer. You see, you haven't seen the desert; the desert isn't the desert in spring. To see the desert you will have to stop till July. This sea of sand will then be a ring of fire, and that sky, now so mild, will be dark blue and the sun will hang like a furnace in the midst of it. Stay here even till May and you will see the summer, _chez lui_." X At the beginning of July Owen appeared on the frontiers of Egypt shrieking for a drink of clean water, and saying that the desire to drink clean water out of a glass represented everything he had to say for the moment about the desert; all the same, he continued to tell of fetid, stale, putrid wells, and of the haunting terror with which the Saharian starts in the morning lest he should find no water at the nearest watering-place, only a green scum fouled by the staling of horses and mules I Owen was as plain-spoken as Shakespeare, s
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