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it a stab of anguish. Had she convinced him against his will? Was he about to take her at her word? But instead of turning away he drew her to her feet, holding her by both hands so that they stood face to face. "Vanna, you remember what I said to you about Miggles? The lesson of her death? You believe--I believe that this world is not all; that it is only a beginning--the portal of life. Can't we lift our love above the ordinary human conception? Can't we be content to wait--to suffer if it must be, in the hope of all that is to come? I don't pretend that it will be easy; but we have no choice. The love has come; we can't alter it; we don't want to alter it. We belong to each other for life and eternity; we must help each other to live on the heights. We must not allow ourselves to regret and to pine for what we cannot have; we must be thankful, and look forward. You are so good, so strong; you must help me! We must go on with our lives; but if this love is worth anything, it will be a strength to us--not a bar. It would be folly to part. Should we think of each other any the less because we were at opposite ends of the world? Vanna! surely you of all women should be the last to deny the possibility of a spiritual love." But Vanna did not answer. Her head fell forward until her face was hidden from sight; her hands burned within his. She was a woman, and for the moment there was no place in her heart for Piers's lofty self-abnegation. A spiritual love--self-sacrifice and suffering in the hope of future bliss! And she was to be strong and brave, and help him when he failed; she, who was filled with a passion of longing for the dear, human, everyday joys; to whom for the moment they towered above the far-off, spiritual gain. The woman's birthright of intuition revealed the future with flashlight clarity. Her heart was torn with a presage of the pangs which would rend it afresh, as she beheld happy wives, rich in home, husband, and children, while she wandered outcast, unsatisfied, athirst. The man, with shorter vision, could content himself in the present, and in the fulness of love's revelations delude himself that joy would remain; but to the woman, for whom the love of him was an aching longing of body and soul, the sharpest pang of all came from the certainty of his mistake. She looked forward and beheld him restless and rebellious, chafing against his chains--the old, irritable disconten
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