FREE BOOKS

Author's List




PREV.   NEXT  
|<   175   176   177   178   179   180   181   182   183   184   185   186   187   188   189   >>  
wn the completeness of a real marriage, and then been left alone, it would be impossible to grudge--My friends urge me to marry again; my girl herself said she wished it. If I had been less completely happy, I might have done it for the children's sake. As it is, I can never put another in her place. But I need a woman in my life. I feel that--but I want a mother, a sister, not a wife. Can't you evolve a _real_ Miss Harding, who will look after me and my poor bairns?" It was an hour later when the message came summoning us to return to the sitting-room. The two were standing to receive us--glorified beings, exalted above the earth. Oh, I can't write about it! We clung together. They spoke glowing words of love and thanks and appreciation; they looked past us into each other's eyes. It was wonderful, wonderful; but, oh, it made me feel desperately, desperately lonely! CHAPTER TWENTY SIX. LOVE'S A NEW LIFE. Late that night, after the two men had left, Charmion and I sat together over the bedroom fire, and talked and talked. Her lips were opened now, and she could talk without the old restraint. It seemed a relief to her to talk. I asked if "Edward" had ever discovered who was the sender of the fatal letter. "No," she said, "not actually. He is practically certain, but he did not trouble to bring it home. The mischief was done. Anyone who had a heart must have been sufficiently punished by the knowledge of the misery she had caused. He left her to that, but, oh! Evelyn, what a conception of _love_! to try to poison a man's home because he had chosen another woman as his wife! Not that I am much better! I have no right to speak." Her lips quivered. She confessed to me that, on reading the two letters, she had been overcome with sorrow and remorse, but that Edward had refused to listen to her laments. They had both been wrong; each had an equal need of forgiveness, the suffering in either case had been intense--not another moment must be wasted! Away with bitterness, away with remorse, the future lay ahead, it should not be wasted in vain regrets. Then, blushing and aglow, she told me her plans. "To-morrow-- to-day," she raised her eyes to the clock, and glowed anew, "we are going by train to a sunny bay in Cornwall, to spend a second honeymoon. Edward's writing engagement could be fulfilled better in the country than in town. He had lingered in London for Thorold's sake, not his own
PREV.   NEXT  
|<   175   176   177   178   179   180   181   182   183   184   185   186   187   188   189   >>  



Top keywords:

Edward

 

wasted

 
wonderful
 

desperately

 

remorse

 

talked

 

confessed

 

quivered

 

caused

 

mischief


Anyone

 

sufficiently

 

trouble

 

practically

 

punished

 

knowledge

 
poison
 

chosen

 

conception

 

misery


reading

 

Evelyn

 

forgiveness

 

raised

 
glowed
 

lingered

 

London

 
Thorold
 

morrow

 
country

honeymoon
 
writing
 

engagement

 

Cornwall

 

blushing

 

fulfilled

 

suffering

 
sorrow
 
overcome
 

refused


listen

 
laments
 
intense
 

moment

 

regrets

 

letter

 
bitterness
 

future

 

letters

 

evolve