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thought of political motive?" "No, my friend--I do not suppose." "Yet these things are said openly among our people: and too few, now, have courage to speak their thought. For it is the loyal who suffer--_shurrum ki bhat_![39] Is it surprising, _Hazur_, if we, who distrust this new madness, begin to ask ourselves, 'Has the British Raj lost the will--or the power--of former days to protect friends and smite enemies'? If the noisy few clamouring for _Swaraj_ make India once more a battlefield, _your_ people can go. We Sikhs must remain, with Pathans and Afghans--as of old--hammering at our doors----" At sight of the young Englishman's pained frown, he checked his expansive mood. "To the Sahib I can freely speak the thoughts of my heart; but this is not talk to make a sick man well. God is merciful. Before all is lost--the British Raj may yet arise with power, as in the great days...." But his talk, if unpalatable, was more tonic than he knew; because Roy's love for India went deeper than he knew. The justice of Jiwan Singh's reproach; the hint at tragic severance of the two countries mingled within him, waked him effectually from semi-torpor; and the process was as painful as the tingling renewal of life in a frozen limb. By timely courage, on the spot, the threat to India had been staved off: but it was there still--sinister, unsleeping, virtually unchecked. 'Scotched--not killed.' The voice of Lance sounded too clearly in Roy's brain; and the more intimate pain, deadened a little by illness, struck at his heart like a sword.... * * * * * Within a week, care and feeding and inimitable air, straight from the snowfields, had made him, physically, a new man. Mentally, it had brought him face to face with actualities, and the staggering question, 'What next'? At the back of his mind he had been dreading it, evading it, because it would force him to look deep into his own heart; and to make decisions, when the effort of making them was anathema, beclouded as he was by the depression that still brooded over him like a fog. The doctor had prescribed a tonic and a whiff of Simla frivolity; but Roy paid no heed. He knew his malady was mainly of the heart and the spirit. The true curative touch could only come from some arrowy shaft that would pierce to the core of one or the other. This morning, by way of reasserting his normal self, he had risen very early with intent to walk o
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