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an English girl on account of his Indian blood. A pleasant predicament for a man who must needs marry in common duty to his father and himself. And what of Tara? Was it possible...? Could that be the meaning of her final desperate, 'I _can't_ do it, Roy--even for you'! Was it conceivable--she who loved his mother to the point of worship? Still smarting from his recent rebuff, he simply could not tell. Thea and Lance loved her too; yet, in Lance especially, he had been aware of a tacit tendency to ignore the Indian connection. The whole complication touched him too nearly, hurt and bewildered him too bitterly, for cool consideration. He only saw that which had been his pride converted into a reproach, a two-edged sword barring the way to marriage: and in the bitterness of his heart he found it hard to forgive his parents--mainly his father--for putting him in so cruel a position, with no word of warning to soften the blow. Perhaps people felt differently in England. If so, India was no place for him. How blatantly juvenile--to his clouded, tormented brain--seemed his arrogant dreams of Oxford days! What could such as he do for her, in this time of tragic upheaval. And how could all the Indias he had seen--not to mention the many he had not seen--be jumbled together under that one misleading name? That was the root fallacy of dreamers and 'reformers.' They spoke of her as one, when in truth she was many--bewilderingly many. The semblance of unity sprang mainly from England's unparalleled achievement--her Pax Britannica, that held the scales even between rival chiefs and races and creeds; that had wrought, in miniature, the very inter-racial stability which Europe had vainly fought and striven to achieve. Yet now, some malign power seemed constraining her, in the name of progress, to undo the work of her own hands.... All his thronging thoughts were tinged with the gloom of his unhopeful mood; and his body sagged with his sagging spirit. Before he had walked four miles, his legs refused to carry him any farther. He had emerged into the open, into full view of the vastness beyond. Naked rock and stone, jewelled with moss and young green, fell straight from the path's edge; and one ragged pine, springing from a group of boulders, was roughly stencilled on blue distances empurpled with shadows of thunderous cloud. A flattened boulder proved irresistible; and Roy sat down, leaning his head against the trunk, sniff
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