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nd you don't know why, and you are just too happy to eat? I do." He paused and looked into her bright, unformed face with the fleeting cloud of sadness trailing its blind way across her heart. "And say, Lila--why, this morning when I was out there all alone I just sang at the top of my voice, I felt so bang-up dandy--and--I tell you something--honest, I kept thinking of you all the time--you and the hills and a dove's eyes. It just tasted good way down in me--you ever feel that way?" Again the girl danced her answer and sent the words she could not speak through her eyes and his to his innermost consciousness. "But honest, Lila--don't you ever feel that way--kind of creepy with good feeling--tickledy and crawly, as though you'd swallowed a candy caterpillar and was letting it go down slow--slow, slow, to get every bit of it--say, honest, don't you? I do. It's just fine--out on the prairie all alone with big bursting thoughts bumping you all the time--gee!" They were sitting on the steps when he finished and his heel was denting the sod. She was entranced by what she saw in his eyes. "Of course, Kenyon," she answered finally. "Girls are--oh, different, I guess. I dream things like that, and sometimes mornings when I'm wiping dishes I think 'em--and drop dishes--and whoopee! But I don't know--girls are not so woozy and slazy inside them as boys. Kenyon, let me tell you something: Girls pretend to be and aren't--not half; and boys pretend they aren't and are--lots more." She gazed up at him in an unblinking joy of adoration as shameless as the heart of a violet baring itself to the sun. Then she shut her eyes and the lad caught up his instrument and cried: "Come on, Lila,--come in the house. I've got to play out something--something I found out on the prairie to-day about 'mine eyes unto the hills' and 'the eyes of the dove' and the woozy, fuzzy, happy, creepy thoughts of you all the time." He was inside the door with the violin in his hands. As she closed the door he put his head down to the brown violin as if to hear it sing, and whispered slowly: "Oh, Lila--listen--just hear this." And then it came! "The Spring Sun," it is known popularly. But in the book of his collected music it appears as "Allegro in B." It is the throb of joy of young life asking the unanswerable question of God: what does it mean--this new, fair, wonderful world full of life and birth, and joy; charged with mystery, envelop
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