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over sensibly, I'll tell you how we feel--at least how I feel. The chief business of any proper marriage is children. This marriage between Kenyon and Lila--if it comes--should bring forth fruit. I claim Lila has a right to know that he has my blood and yours in him before she goes into a life partnership with him." "Oh, Grant, Grant," cried Margaret passionately, "the sum of your hair-splitting is this: that you bring shame upon your child's mother, and then cant like a Pharisee about its being for a good purpose. That's the way with you--you--you--" She could not quite finish the sentence. She sat breathing fast, waiting for strength to come to her from the fortifying little pill. Grant picked up his hat. "Well--I've told you. That's what I came for." She caught his arm and cried, "Sit down--haven't I a right to be heard? Hasn't a mother any rights--" "No," cut in Grant, "not when she strangles her motherhood!" "But how could I take my motherhood without disgracing my boy?" she asked. He met her eyes. They were steady eyes, and were brightening. The man stared at her and answered: "When I brought him to you after mother died, a little, toddling, motherless boy, when I wanted you to come with us to mother him--and I didn't want you, Maggie, any more than you wanted me, but I thought his right to a mother was greater than either of our rights to our choice of mates--then and there, you made your final choice." "What does God mean," she whined, "by hounding me all my life for that one mistake!" "Maggie--Maggie," answered the man, sitting down as she sank into a chair, "it wasn't the one mistake that has made you unhappy." "That's twaddle," she retorted, "sheer twaddle. Don't I know how that child has been a cancer in my very heart--burning and gnawing and making me wretched? Don't I know?" "No, you don't, Mag. If you want the truth," replied Grant bluntly, "you looked upon the boy as a curse. He has threatened you every day of your life. The very love you think you have for him, which I don't doubt for a minute, Mag, made you do a mad, foolish, infinitely cruel, spiteful thing--that night at the South Harvey riot. Perhaps you might care for Kenyon's affection now, but you can't have that even remotely. For all his interest in you is limited by the fact that you robbed Lila of her father. All your cancer and heart burnings, Mag, have been your own selfishness. Lord, woman--I know you." He turned
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