FREE BOOKS

Author's List




PREV.   NEXT  
|<   373   374   375   376   377   378   379   380   381   382   383   384   385   386   387   388   389   390   391   392   393   394   395   396   397  
398   399   400   401   402   403   404   405   406   407   408   409   410   411   412   413   414   415   416   417   418   419   420   421   422   >>   >|  
ty well. If I had a wife of my own I should be sure to fall in love with somebody else's." "Lady George for instance." "No;--not Lady George. It would not be with somebody whom I had learned to think the very best woman in all the world. I am very bad, but I'm just not bad enough to make love to her. Or rather I am very foolish, but just not foolish enough to think that I could win her." "I suppose she's just the same as others, Jack." "She's not just the same to me. But I'd rather not talk about her, Guss. I'm going to Killancodlem in a day or two, and I shall leave this to-morrow!" "To-morrow!" "Well; yes; to-morrow. I must be a day or two in town, and there is not much doing here. I'm tired of the old Marquis who is the most illnatured brute I ever came across in my life, and there's no more fun to be made of the Baroness. I'm not sure but that she has the best of the fun. I didn't think there was an old woman in the world could get a five pound note out of me; but she had." "How could you be so foolish?" "How indeed! You'll go back to London?" "I suppose so;--unless I drown myself." "Don't do that, Guss?" "I often think it will be best. You don't know what my life is,--how wretched. And you made it so." "Is that fair, Guss?" "Quite fair! Quite true! You have made it miserable. You know you have. Of course you know it." "Can I help it now?" "Yes you can. I can be patient if you will say that it shall be some day. I could put up with anything if you would let me hope. When you have got that twenty thousand pounds----?" "But I shall never have it." "If you do,--will you marry me then? Will you promise me that you will never marry anybody else?" "I never shall." "But will you promise me? If you will not say so much as that to me you must be false indeed. When you have the twenty thousand pounds will you marry me?" "Oh, certainly." "And you can laugh about such a matter when I am pouring out my very soul to you? You can make a joke of it when it is all my life to me! Jack, if you will say that it shall happen some day,--some day,--I will be happy. If you won't,--I can only die. It may be play to you, but it's death to me." He looked at her, and saw that she was quite in earnest. She was not weeping, but there was a drawn, heavy look about her face which, in truth, touched his heart. Whatever might be his faults he was not a cruel man. He had defended himself without any
PREV.   NEXT  
|<   373   374   375   376   377   378   379   380   381   382   383   384   385   386   387   388   389   390   391   392   393   394   395   396   397  
398   399   400   401   402   403   404   405   406   407   408   409   410   411   412   413   414   415   416   417   418   419   420   421   422   >>   >|  



Top keywords:

foolish

 

morrow

 

twenty

 
pounds
 

promise


thousand
 

suppose

 
George
 

patient

 
faults

defended

 
touched
 
looked
 
earnest
 

weeping


Whatever
 

pouring

 

matter

 

happen

 
Marquis

illnatured

 

learned

 
instance
 

Killancodlem

 

wretched


miserable

 

Baroness

 

London