ng myself to-morrow, of course, but----"
"No," he said. "No, that must not be. I--Ellaline wants you."
"Hadn't I better see her now?" I asked meekly.
"Not yet. Tell me--did that cad try you too far at Bamborough, and did
you defy him?"
I nodded Yes.
"What did he do?"
"He didn't do anything. He wanted me to promise something."
"To marry him at once?" Sir Lionel was looking dangerous.
"No-o. It wasn't anything about me. I can't tell you, because it
concerns someone else. Please don't ask me."
"I won't. If it concerns someone else, not yourself, I don't care. Yes,
I do, though. Did it concern me? Can you answer me that?"
"I can answer so far, if you don't press me further. It did concern you.
I would not sacrifice you to--but I don't want to go on, please!"
"You shan't. That's enough. You sacrificed yourself rather than
sacrifice me. You----"
"I'd sinned enough against you."
"You gave me back my youth."
"I?"
"Don't you know I love you--worship you--adore you?"
Yes, _he said that_, mother. His lips said it, and his dear, dear eyes.
I looked up to them, and mine overflowed, and he needed no other answer,
for he took me in his arms. I didn't know people could be so happy. I
could have died in that moment, only I would much, much rather live.
In a few minutes we told each other heaps of things about the way we
felt, and the way we _had_ felt, and compared notes; and it was
heavenly. He'd bought back the darling ring in Chester, and now he put
it on my finger again; and I'm sure, dearest, that you won't mind our
being engaged?
He says he has adored me ever since the first day, and will to the last,
then on into the next world, because there can't be a next world that
won't be full of his love for me. And I adore him, ah, _how_ I adore
him--and you will come here to live with us in this beautiful old
castle, where, like the Prince and Princess of the fairy stories, we
will be happy ever after.
I have seen Ellaline, and she is well and hugged me a great deal. Her
Honore is really very handsome; but I can't write about them now, though
they have been so important in my life; and without them there would
have been no life worth speaking of.
Emily and Lionel (I am to call him that now) will take me to you, and
everything shall be arranged as you wish.
Dear little, wise mother, I wonder if you ever thought it might end like
this? I didn't. But he is the most glorious man who ever happen
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