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!--and I wish them both joy." "But--but if he's poor?" I dared to question. "Oh, that'll be all right. I'm so thankful for the way everything has turned out, I'd give her half my fortune. That would be asinine, of course; but I shall settle a thousand a year on her for life, and give her a wedding present of a cheque for twenty thousand, I think. Should you say that would be enough to satisfy them?" "They ought to be distracted with joy," I said (though deep in my heart I knew that Ellaline is never likely to be satisfied with anything done for her. She always feels it might have been a little more). "But," I went on, "maybe it's selfish to think of myself now--but I can't help it for a moment. I have been so ashamed--so humiliated, I could hardly bear--and yet I know you won't, you can't, see that there's any excuse----" "Didn't I tell you that I thought you very brave?" he asked, looking at me more kindly than I deserved. "Yes. And I was brave." I took credit to myself. "But brave people can be wicked. I have hated myself, knowing how you'd hate me when----" "I don't hate you," he said. "The question is--do you hate me?" I gasped--because I was so far from hating him; and suddenly I was afraid he might suspect exactly _how_ far. "No," said I. "But then, that is different. I never had any reason to hate you." "Didn't Ellaline warn you I was a regular dragon?" I couldn't help laughing, because that had been our very name for him. "Oh, well, she----" I began to apologize. "You needn't be afraid to confess," said he. "In the exuberance of her relief at finding all well, and not only being forgiven, but petted, she told me what a different man I was from the murderous image in her mind; and that she saw now you were right about me. Is it possible you defended me to her?" "But of course," I said. "In spite of all the injustice I did you--and showed that I did you?" "I always felt myself to blame, and yet--yet it hurt me when I saw you disapproved of me. Since Chester----" "It was that ring stuck in my throat," said he. "You knew?" I stammered, turning red. "Saw it in a shop window. And now I know why you did it--why you did everything, I think. Heavens, what good it would have done me to kick that little beast Burden all around the park!" "There wouldn't have been anything left of him, if you had," I giggled, beginning to feel hysterical. "Oh, I am glad he's gone, though. I shall be goi
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