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e saw only its difficulties, knitting his brows. "I fear you will find my story very strange and very mad," he said. "I cannot be sure that you will even listen to it." "Oh," Laura said, simply, "do not be afraid! I have heard confessions! I work at home, you see, a good deal among the hospitals, and--we do not shrink, you know, in the Army from things like that." "Good God!" he exclaimed, staring, "you don't think--you don't suppose----" "Ah! don't say that! It's so like swearing." As he sat in helpless anger, trying to formulate something intelligible, the curtain parted, and a sallow little Eurasian girl of eighteen, also in the dress of the Army, came through from the bedroom part. She smiled in a conscious, meaningless way, as she sidled past them. At the door her smile broadened, and as she closed it after her she gave them a little nod. "That's my lieutenant," said Laura. "The place is like a warren," Lindsay groaned. "How can we talk here?" Laura looked at him gravely, as one making a diagnosis. "Do you think," she said, "a word of prayer would help you?" "No," said Lindsay. "No, thank you. What is making me miserable," he added, quietly, "is the knowledge that we are being overheard. If you go into the next room, I am quite certain you will find Mrs. Sand listening by the wall." "She's gone out! She and the Captain and Miss De Souza, to take the evening meeting. Nobody is in there except the two children, and they are asleep." Her smile, he thought, made a Madonna of her. "Indeed, we are quite alone, you and I, in the flat now. So please don't be afraid, Mr. Lindsay! Say whatever is in your heart, and the mere saying----" "Oh," Lindsay cried, "stop! Don't, for Heaven's sake, look at me in that light any longer. I'm not penitent. I'm not--what do you call it?--a soul under conviction. Nothing of the sort." He waited with considerateness for this to have its effect upon her; he could not go on until he saw her emerge, gasping, from the inundation of it. But she was not even staggered by it. She only looked down at her folded hands with an added seriousness and a touch of sorrow. "Aren't you?" she said. "But at least you feel that you ought to be. I thought it had been accomplished. But I will go on praying." "Shall you be very angry, if I tell you that I'd rather you didn't? I want to come into your life differently--sincerely." She looked at him with such absolute blankness that hi
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