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involved a worse evil, or a more fatal error! No--I must not dream now of turning aside from the path that has been chosen for me. Too much time and too much money have been given to the thing for that;--I must let it take its course. There's no help for it!" "But, confound it, lad! you'd better follow the fife and drum, or go before the mast, than give up your life to a profession you hate!" "Hate is a strong word," I replied. "I do not actually hate it--at all events I must try to make the best of it, if only for my father's sake. His heart is set on making a physician of me, and I dare not disappoint him." Dalrymple looked at me fixedly, and then fell back into his old position. "Heigho!" he said, pulling his hat once more over his eyes, "I was a disobedient son. My father intended me for the Church; I was expelled from College for fighting a duel before I was twenty, and then, sooner than go home disgraced, enlisted as a private soldier in a cavalry corps bound for foreign service. Luckily, they found me out before the ship sailed, and made the best of a bad bargain by purchasing me a cornetcy in a dragoon regiment. I would not advise you to be disobedient, Damon. My experience in that line has been bitter enough," "How so? You escaped a profession for which you were disinclined, and entered one for which you had every qualification." "Ay; but think of the cursed _esclandre_--first the duel, then the expulsion, then my disappearance for two months ... My mother was in bad health at the time, too; and I, her favorite son--I--in short, the anxiety was too much for her. She--she died before I had been six weeks in the regiment. There! we won't talk of it. It's the one subject that ..." His voice faltered, and he broke off abruptly. "I wish you were going with me to Berlin," said he, after a long silence which I had not attempted to interrupt. "I wish with all my heart that I were!" "And yet," he added, "I am glad on--on her account, that you remain in Paris. You will call upon her sometimes, Arbuthnot?" "If Madame De Cour.... I mean, if Mrs. Dalrymple will permit me." An involuntary smile flitted across his lips--the first I had seen there all the day. "She will be glad--grateful. She knows that I value you, and she has proof that I trust you. You are the only possessor of our secret." "It is as safe with me," I said, "as if I were dead, and in my grave." "I know it, old fellow. Well-
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