refuse, and
yet felt, the while, that I had no right to extend the hospitality of
this house. I saw the indelicacy of what I was doing. I was shocked and
ashamed, and yet--"
"Go on," said Lady Hester once more, and with a stern quietude of manner
that Kate felt more acutely than even an angry burst of temper.
"I have little more to say; in fact, I know not what I am saying," cried
she, gulping to repress the torrent of suffering that was struggling
within her.
"Miss Dalton--" began Lady Hester.
"Oh! why not Kate?" broke she, with a choking utterance.
"Miss Dalton," resumed Lady Hester, and as if not hearing the entreaty,
"very little knowledge of that world you have lived in for the past
three or four months might have taught you some slight self-possession
in difficulty. Still less acquaintance with it might have suggested the
recollection that these people are no intimates of mine; so that, even
were tact wanting, feeling, at least, should have dictated a line of
action to you."
"I know I have done wrong. I knew it at the time, and yet, in my
inexperience, I could not decide on anything. My memory, too, helped to
mislead me, for I bethought me that although these persons were not of
your own rank and station, yet you had stooped lower than to them when
you came to visit Nelly and myself."
"Humph!" ejaculated Lady Hester, with a gesture that very unequivocally
seemed to say that her having done so was a grievous error. Kate saw
it quickly, and as suddenly the blood rushed to her cheek, coloring her
throat and neck with the deep crimson of shame. A burst of pride the
old Dalton pride seemed to have given way within her; and as she drew
herself up to her full height, her look and attitude wore every sign of
haughty indignation.
Lady Hester looked at her for a few seconds with a glance of searching
import. Perhaps for a moment the possibility of a deception struck her,
and that this might only be feigned; but as suddenly did she recognize
the unerring traits of truth, and said,
"What! child, are you angry with me?"
"Oh no, no!" said Kate, bursting into tears, and kissing the hand that
was now extended towards her, "oh no, no! but I could hate myself for
what seems so like ingratitude."
"Come, sit down here at my feet on this stool, and tell me all about it;
for, after all, I could forgive them the jar and the camellias, if they
'd only have gone away afterwards. And of course the lesson will not b
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