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t had inspired her action. "It is all very well to be independent within limits, my dear, but young women of our class are subject to the penalties that go with our privileges. When I was a girl I rebelled but had to obey. So must you." Lady Farquhar interrupted herself to admire the vivid rebel she was admonishing. "What wonderful hair you have--so long and thick and wavy. It must take a great deal of care." "Yes," Moya admitted absently. She did not resent the rebuke Lady Jim had come to give her while she was undressing. No doubt she deserved it. She had been unmaidenly, and all for love of this light-hearted vagabond who did not care the turn of a hand for her. All day her thoughts had been in chaotic ferment. At times she lashed herself with the whip of her own scorn because she cared for a self-confessed thief, for a man who lived outside the law and was not ashamed of it. Again it was the knowledge of her unwanted love that flayed her, or of the injustice to her betrothed in so passionate a feeling for another man. With all her strong young will she fought against this devouring flame that possessed her--and she knew that she fought in vain. In the shipwreck of her self-respect she clung to one spar. Soon they would be on their way back to that well-ordered world where she would be entirely in the groove of convention. Her engagement to Captain Kilmeny would be announced. Surely among the many distractions of London she would forget this debonair scamp who had bewitched her. "You should have come to me--or to India for that matter. She is his cousin and is in a different position from you. Don't you see that, my dear?" Lady Farquhar asked gently. And again Moya said "Yes" wearily. "James and I understand you--how impulsive you are--and how generous. But Mr. Kilmeny--and Mr. Verinder--what do you suppose they think?" "I don't care what Mr. Verinder thinks." And Moya began to coil her hair loosely for the night. "But that's just it--a girl _must_ care. She can't afford to allow anyone an opportunity to think unpleasant things about her. She has to guard her reputation very jealously." "And I suppose I've been playing ducks and drakes with mine," Moya said, pushing home a hairpin. "I don't say that, dear. What I say is that Mr. Kilmeny may misunderstand your interest in him." "He may think I'm in love with him. Is that it?" flashed the girl. "He might. Give a man's vanity the least chanc
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