FREE BOOKS

Author's List




PREV.   NEXT  
|<   357   358   359   360   361   362   363   364   365   366   367   368   369   370   371   372   373   374   375   376   377   378   379   >>  
e with the control of his fate. The injury to her pride was healed, and in the thought that perforce she must answer with a final 'No', she found at first more of solace than of distress. Subsidence of physical suffering allowed her to forget this emotion, in its nature unavowable. She could think of the news Godwin sent, could torment herself with interpretations of Marcella Moxey's behaviour, and view in detail the circumstances which enabled Godwin to urge a formal suit. Among her various thoughts there recurred frequently a regret that this letter had not reached her, like the other two, unobserved. Her father had now learnt that she was in correspondence with the disgraced man; to keep silence would be to cause him grave trouble; yet how much better if fortune had only once more favoured her, so that the story might have remained her secret, from beginning to end. For was not this the end?---- At the usual time she went to the drawing-room, and somehow succeeded in conversing as though nothing had disturbed her. Mr Warricombe was not seen till dinner. When he came forth, Sidwell noticed his air of preoccupation, and that he avoided addressing her. The evening asked too much of her self-command; she again withdrew, and only came back when the household was ready for retiring. In bidding her father goodnight, she forced herself to meet his gaze; he looked at her with troubled inquiry, and she felt her cheek redden. 'Do you want to get rid of me?' asked Sylvia, with wonted frankness, when her friend drew near. 'No. Let us go to the glass-house.' Up there on the roof Sidwell often found a retreat when her thoughts were troublesome. Fitfully, she had resumed her water-colour drawing, but as a rule her withdrawal to the glass-house was for reading or reverie. Carrying a small lamp, she led the way before Sylvia, and they sat down in the chairs which on one occasion had been occupied by Buckland Warricombe and Peak. The wind, rarely silent in this part of Devon, blew boisterously from the south-west. A far-off whistle, that of a train speeding up the valley on its way from Plymouth, heightened the sense of retirement and quietude always to be enjoyed at night here under the stars. 'Have you been thinking over my suggestion?' asked Sylvia, when there had been silence awhile. 'No,' was the murmured reply. 'Something has happened, I think.' 'Yes. I should like to tell you, Sylvia, but'---- 'But'---
PREV.   NEXT  
|<   357   358   359   360   361   362   363   364   365   366   367   368   369   370   371   372   373   374   375   376   377   378   379   >>  



Top keywords:

Sylvia

 
silence
 
thoughts
 

father

 

Warricombe

 

Godwin

 

Sidwell

 

drawing

 

awhile

 

frankness


friend

 
murmured
 

troublesome

 
Fitfully
 
resumed
 

retreat

 

wonted

 

suggestion

 

looked

 

troubled


forced

 

goodnight

 

bidding

 

inquiry

 

colour

 
Something
 

happened

 

redden

 

retirement

 
silent

rarely

 

Buckland

 

quietude

 

boisterously

 
speeding
 

valley

 

Plymouth

 
whistle
 

retiring

 

Carrying


reverie
 

heightened

 

withdrawal

 

reading

 

enjoyed

 

occasion

 

occupied

 

chairs

 

thinking

 
enabled