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to guide me.'
'Because your will is stronger. You, Sylvia, would never (in my
position) have granted him that second interview. You would have known
that all was at an end, and have acted upon the knowledge. I knew it,
but yielded to temptation--at _his_ expense. I could not let him leave
me, though that would have been kindest. I held him by a promise,
basely conscious that retreat was always open to me. And now I shall
have earned his contempt'----
Her voice failed. Sylvia, affected by the outbreak of emotion in one
whom she had always known so strong in self-command, spoke with a
deeper earnestness.
'Dear, do you wish me to help you against what you call your cowardice?
I cannot take it upon me to encourage you until your own will has
spoken. The decision must come from yourself. Choose what course you
may, I am still your friend. I have no idle prejudices, and no social
bonds. You know how I wish you to come away with me; now I see only
more clearly how needful it is for you to breathe new air. Yes, you
have outgrown these conditions, just as your brothers have, just as
Fanny will--indeed has. Take to-night to think of it. If you can decide
to travel with me for a year, be frank with Mr. Peak, and ask him to
wait so long--till you have made up your mind. He cannot reasonably
find fault with you, for he knows all you have to consider. Won't this
be best?'
Sidwell was long silent.
'I will go with you,' she said at last, in a low voice. 'I will ask him
to grant me perfect liberty for a year.'
When she came down next morning it was Sidwell's intention to seek a
private interview with her father, and make known her resolve to go
abroad with Sylvia; but Mr. Warricombe anticipated her.
'Will you come to the library after breakfast, Sidwell?' he said, on
meeting her in the hall.
She interpreted his tone, and her heart misgave her. An hour later she
obeyed the summons. Martin greeted her with a smile, but hardly tried
to appear at ease.
'I am obliged to speak to you,' were his first words. 'The letter you
had yesterday was from Mr. Peak?'
'Yes, father.'
'Is he'--Mr. Warricombe hesitated--'in these parts again?'
'No; in Lancashire.'
'Sidwell, I claim no right whatever to control your correspondence; but
it was a shock to me to find that you are in communication with him.'
'He wrote,' Sidwell replied with difficulty, 'to let me know of a
change that has come upon his prospects. By the death
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