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t you sit down?" She handed me a letter--without answering and without taking a chair. I opened the envelope. The letter inside was written by Miserrimus Dexter. It contained these lines: "Try to pity me, if you have any pity left for a miserable man; I have bitterly expiated the madness of a moment. If you could see me--even you would own that my punishment has been heavy enough. For God's sake, don't abandon me! I was beside myself when I let the feeling that you have awakened in me get the better of my control. It shall never show itself again; it shall be a secret that dies with me. Can I expect you to believe this? No. I won't ask you to believe me; I won't ask you to trust me in the future. If you ever consent to see me again, let it be in the presence of any third person whom you may appoint to protect you. I deserve that--I will submit to it; I will wait till time has composed your angry feeling against me. All I ask now is leave to hope. Say to Ariel, 'I forgive him; and one day I will let him see me again.' She will remember it, for love of me. If you send her back without a message, you send me to the mad-house. Ask her, if you don't believe me. "MISERRIMUS DEXTER." I finished the strange letter, and looked at Ariel. She stood with her eyes on the floor, and held out to me the thick walking-stick which she carried in her hand. "Take the stick" were the first words she said to me. "Why am I to take it?" I asked. She struggled a little with her sluggishly working mind, and slowly put her thoughts into words. "You're angry with the Master," she said. "Take it out on Me. Here's the stick. Beat me." "Beat you!" I exclaimed. "My back's broad," said the poor creature. "I won't make a row. I'll bear it. Drat you, take the stick! Don't vex _him._ Whack it out on my back. Beat _me._" She roughly forced the stick into my hand; she turned her poor shapeless shoulders to me; waiting for the blow. It was at once dreadful and touching to see her. The tears rose in my eyes. I tried, gently and patiently, to reason with her. Quite useless! The idea of taking the Master's punishment on herself was the one idea in her mind. "Don't vex _him,_" she repeated. "Beat _me._" "What do you mean by 'vexing him'?" I asked. She tried to explain, and failed to find the words. She showed me by imitation, as a savage might have shown me, what she meant. Striding to the fire-pla
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