d a jolt, as the train began to move. Eric stepped
off the foot-board, raised his hat slightly and turned on his heel.
Mechanically he set his watch by the station clock. The train had come
in late, but it was leaving on time.
"Rather less than two minutes, if anything," he murmured, as he started
the engine. "Five weeks since we became engaged. . . ."
Half-way home he steered for a government lorry which was standing
unattended by the side of the road. Something older and stronger than
himself paralyzed the malevolent muscles of his arm, and the car swerved
into safety. . . .
* * * * *
"_The slavery of centuries and her own short-lived blooming have
robbed woman of open initiative in sex-warfare: she forces man to
make the attack, pretending indifference or ignorance. Instead of
striking a bargain, she then insists on nominal surrender, which
never deceives her. But she is deceived by her own false valuation;
she can only see herself in the image that she makes for the
beguilement of man. Vanity is the strongest thing of all._"--From
the Diary of Eric Lane.
CHAPTER NINE
THE EDUCATION OF BARBARA NEAVE
"The mob decrees such feat no crown, perchance,
But--why call crowning the reward of quest?"
ROBERT BROWNING: "_Aristophanes' Apology._"
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In the second week of November Manders began to rehearse "Mother's Son,"
and, after two attendances, Eric retired to Lashmar for uninterrupted
work on his American lectures. Jack might reach London any day, and he
could not face a meeting nor wait to be told of an encounter between
Jack and Barbara. His own rash magnanimity had set her free and kept him
in chains; he had always been so indulgent that he more than half
suspected a strain of kindly contempt in her; she had once told him that
they would be miserable together because he would always be too gentle
to keep her in order. . . . Any day now might see him dismissed like an
outworn servant.
With native caution he did not pledge himself to stay at Lashmar for a
specified time; that would depend on Jack, on Barbara, on his own work
and a dozen other things. It was essential that he should keep himself
posted regularly in Jack's movements, and he walked over to Red Roofs on
the morrow of his arrival. Agnes gave him all the information that she
possessed, but gave it with reservation, as though she were conferring a
favo
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