ALLMERS. [Evasively.] Whom--?
RITA. Yes; whom did you thank and bless?
ALLMERS. [Putting aside the question.] I was only dreaming, you know--
RITA. One whom you yourself do not believe in?
ALLMERS. That was how I felt, all the same. Of course, I was sleeping--
RITA. [Reproachfully.] You should not have taught me to doubt, Alfred.
ALLMERS. Would it leave been right of me to let you go through life with
your mind full of empty fictions?
RITA. It would have been better for me; for then I should have had
something to take refuge in. Now I am utterly at sea.
ALLMERS. [Observing her closely.] If you had the choice now--. If you
could follow Eyolf to where he is--?
RITA. Yes? What then?
ALLMERS. If you were fully assured that you would find him again--know
him--understand him--?
RITA. Yes, yes; what then?
ALLMERS. Would you, of your own free will, take the leap over to him?
Of your own free will leave everything behind you? Renounce your whole
earthly life? Would you, Rita?
RITA. [Softly.] Now, at once?
ALLMERS. Yes; to-day. This very hour. Answer me--would you?
RITA. [Hesitating.] Oh, I don't know, Alfred. No! I think I should have
to stay here with you, a little while.
ALLMERS. For my sake?
RITA. Yes. Only for your sake.
ALLMERS. And afterwards? Would you then--? Answer!
RITA. Oh, what can I answer? I could not go away from you. Never! Never!
ALLMERS. But suppose now _I_ went to Eyolf? And you had the fullest
assurance that you would meet both him and me there. Then would you come
over to us?
RITA. I should want to--so much! so much! But--
ALLMERS. Well? I I?
RITA. [Moaning softly.] I could not--I feel it. No, no, I never could!
Not for all the glory of heaven!
ALLMERS. Nor I.
RITA. No, you feel it so, too, don't you, Alfred! You could not either,
could you?
ALLMERS. No. For it is here, in the life of earth, that we living beings
are at home.
RITA. Yes, here lies the kind of happiness that we can understand.
ALLMERS. [Darkly.] Oh, happiness--happiness--
RITA. You mean that happiness--that we can never find it again? [Looks
inquiringly at him.] But if--? [Vehemently.] No, no; I dare not say it!
Nor even think it!
ALLMERS. Yes, say it--say it, Rita.
RITA. [Hesitatingly.] Could we not try to--? Would it not be possible to
forget him?
ALLMERS. Forget Eyolf?
RITA. Forget the anguish and remorse, I mean.
ALLMERS. Can you wish it?
RITA. Yes,--if it w
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