lake; and that lake I had to cross. But
I could not--for there was neither a boat nor any one there.
RITA. Well? And then?
ALLMERS. Then I went without any guidance into a side valley. I thought
that by that way I could push on over the heights and between the
peaks--and then down again on the other side of the lake.
RITA. Oh, and you lost yourself, Alfred!
ALLMERS. Yes; I mistook the direction--for there was no path or track.
And all day I went on--and all the next night. And at last I thought I
should never see the face of man again.
RITA. Not come home to us? Oh, then, I am sure your thoughts were with
us here.
ALLMERS. No--they were not.
RITA. Not?
ALLMERS. No. It was so strange. Both you and Eyolf seemed to have
drifted far, far away from me--and Asta, too.
RITA. Then what did you think of?
ALLMERS. I did not think. I dragged myself along among the
precipices--and revelled in the peace and luxury of death.
RITA. [Springing up.] Oh, don't speak in that way of that horror!
ALLMERS. I did not feel it so. I had no fear. Here went death and I,
it seemed to me, like two good fellow-travellers. It all seemed so
natural--so simple, I thought. In my family, we don't live to be old--
RITA. Oh, don't say such things, Alfred! You see you came safely out of
it, after all.
ALLMERS. Yes; all of a sudden, I found myself where I wanted to be--on
the other side of the lake.
RITA. It must have been a night of terror for you, Alfred. But now that
it is over, you will not admit it to yourself.
ALLMERS. That night sealed my resolution. And it was then that I turned
about and came straight homewards. To Eyolf.
RITA. [Softly.] Too late.
ALLMERS. Yes. And then when--my fellow-traveller came and took him--then
I felt the horror of it; of it all; of all that, in spite of everything,
we dare not tear ourselves away from. So earthbound are we, both of us,
Rita.
RITA. [With a gleam of joy.] Yes, you are, too, are you not! [Coming
close to him.] Oh, let us live our life together as long as we can!
ALLMERS. [Shrugging his shoulders.] Live our life, yes! And have nothing
to fill life with. An empty void on all sides--wherever I look.
RITA. [In fear.] Oh, sooner or later you will go away from me, Alfred! I
feel it! I can see it in your face! You will go away from me.
ALLMERS. With my fellow-traveller, do you mean?
RITA. No, I mean worse than that. Of your own free will--you will leave
me--for yo
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