y to miss you."
This she said, remembering at the moment what had been Crosbie's
injunctions to her about John Eames. But John had resolved that he
would say those words which he had come to speak, and that, as Lily
was there with him, he would avail himself of the chance which
fortune had given him.
"I don't think I'll go into the squire's garden," he said.
"Uncle Christopher is not there. He is about the farm somewhere."
"If you don't mind, Lily, I think I'll stay here. I suppose they'll
be back soon. Of course I should like to see them before I go away to
London. But, Lily, I came over now chiefly to see you. It was you who
asked me to promise."
Had Crosbie been right in those remarks of his? Had she been
imprudent in her little endeavour to be cordially kind to her old
friend? "Shall we go into the drawing-room?" she said, feeling that
she would be in some degree safer there than out among the shrubs and
paths of the garden. And I think she was right in this. A man will
talk of love out among the lilacs and roses, who would be stricken
dumb by the demure propriety of the four walls of a drawing-room.
John Eames also had some feeling of this kind, for he determined to
remain out in the garden, if he could so manage it.
"I don't want to go in unless you wish it," he said. "Indeed, I'd
rather stay here. So, Lily, you're going to be married?" And thus he
rushed at once into the middle of his discourse.
"Yes," said she, "I believe I am."
"I have not told you yet that I congratulate you."
"I have known very well that you did so in your heart. I have always
been sure that you wished me well."
"Indeed I have. And if congratulating a person is hoping that she
may always be happy, I do congratulate you. But, Lily--" And then he
paused, abashed by the beauty, purity, and woman's grace which had
forced him to love her.
"I think I understand all that you would say. I do not want ordinary
words to tell me that I am to count you among my best friends."
"No, Lily; you don't understand all that I would say. You have never
known how often and how much I have thought of you; how dearly I have
loved you."
"John, you must not talk of that now."
"I cannot go without telling you. When I came over here, and Mrs Dale
told me that you were to be married to that man--"
"You must not speak of Mr Crosbie in that way," she said, turning
upon him almost fiercely.
"I did not mean to say anything disrespectful o
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