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. She was riding on her rounds upon a patient, Southern tackey, and she was riding fast. But she reined up and confronted him. "Mr. Hope! There is a hateful rumor brought from New York about you. I am going to tell you immediately. It is said--" "Wait a minute!" he pleaded, holding out both hands. "Now. Go on." "It is said that you are an escaped convict," continued the lady, distinctly. "It is false!" cried the nurse, in a ringing voice. The doctor regarded him for a moment. "I may be wrong. Perhaps it was not so bad. I was in a cruel hurry, and so was Doctor Frank. Perhaps they said a discharged convict." "What else?" asked Zerviah, lifting his eyes to hers. "They said you were just out of a seven years' imprisonment for manslaughter. They said you killed a man--for jealousy, I believe; something about a woman." "What else?" repeated the nurse, steadily. "I told them I _did not believe one word of it_!" cried Marian Dare. "Thank you, madam," said Zerviah Hope, after a scarcely perceptible pause; "but it is true." He drew one fierce breath. "She was beautiful," he said. "I loved her; he ruined her; I stabbed him!" He had grown painfully pale. He wanted to go on speaking to this woman, not to defend or excuse himself, not to say anything weak or wrong, only to make her understand that he did not want to excuse himself; in some way, just because she _was_ a woman, to make her feel that he was man enough to bear the burden of his deed. He wanted to cry out to her, "You are a woman! Oh, be gentle, and understand how sorry a man can be for a deadly sin!" but his lips were parched. He moved them dryly; he could not talk. She was silent at first. She was a prudent woman; she thought before she spoke. "Poor fellow!" she said, suddenly. Her clear blue eyes overflowed. She held out her hand, lifted his, wrung it, dropped it, and softly added, "Well, never mind!" much as if he had been a child or a patient,--much as he himself had said, "Never mind!" to Scip. Then Zerviah Hope broke down. "I haven't got a murderer's heart!" he cried. "It has been taken away from me. I ain't so bad--_now_. I meant to be--I wanted to do--" "Hush!" she said. "You have, and you shall. God is fair." "Yes," said the penitent convict, in a dull voice, "God is fair, and so he let 'em tell of me. I've got no fault to find with _Him_. So nigh as I can understand Almighty God, He means well.... I guess He'll pu
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