XXIII

"I would simply give anything to be there," Miss Livingstone said, with
a look of sincere desire.

"I should love to have you, but it isn't possible. You might meet men
you knew who had been invited by particular lady friends among the
company."

"Oh, well, that of course would be odious."

"Very, I should think," Hilda agreed. "You must be satisfied with a
faithful report of it. I promise you that."

"You have asked Mr. Lindsay," Alicia complained.

"That's quite a different thing. And if I hadn't, Llewellyn Stanhope
would; Stanhope cherishes Duff as he cherishes the critic of the
Chronicle. He refers to him as a pillar of the legitimate. Whenever
he begs me to turn the Norwegian crank, he says, 'I'm sure Mr. Lindsay
would come.'"

Miss Howe was at the top of the staircase in Middleton Street, on the
point of departure. It was to be the night of her last appearance for
the season and her benefit, followed by a supper in her honour, at
which Mr. Stanhope and his company would take leave of those whose
acquaintance, as he expressed it, business and pleasure had given them
during the months that were past. It was this function that Alicia, at
the top of the staircase, so ardently desired to attend.

"No, I won't kiss you," Hilda said, as the other put her cool cheek
forward; "I'm so divinely happy--some of it might escape."

Alicia's voice pursued her as she ran downstairs. "Remember," she said,
"I don't approve. I don't at all agree either with my reverend cousin
or with you. I think you ought to find some other way, or let it go. Go
home instead; go straight to London and insist on your chance. After six
weeks you will have forgotten the name of his Order."

Hilda looked back with a smile. Her face was splendid with the dawn and
the promise of success. "Don't say that," she cried.

Alicia, leaning down, was visited by a flash of quotation. "Well," she
said, "nothing in this life becomes you like the leaving of it," and
went back to her room to write to Laura Filbert in Plymouth. She wrote
often to Miss Filbert, at Duff's request. It gratified her that she was
able, without a pang, to address four pages of pleasantly colourless
communication to Mr. Lindsay's fiancee. Her letters stood for a medicine
surprisingly easy to take, aimed at the convalescence which she already
anticipated in the future immediately beyond Duff's miserable marriage.
If that event had promised felicitously she would have fac