t, and he turned back with her as a matter of course. It was a
kind of fruition of all that light and colour and passive delight that
they should meet and take a path together; she at least was aware. Hilda
asked him if he was quite all right now, and he said "Absolutely" with
a shade of emphasis. She charged him with having been a remarkable
case, and he piled up illustrations of what he felt able to do in his
convalescence. There was something in the way he insisted upon his
restoration which made her hasten to take her privilege of intimacy.
"And I hear I may congratulate you," she said. "You have got what you
wanted."
"Someone has told you," he retorted, "who is not friendly to it."
"On the contrary, someone who has given it the most cordial
support--Alicia Livingstone."
He mused upon this for an instant, as if it presented Alicia for the
first time under such an aspect.
"She has been immensely kind," he asserted. "But she wasn't at first. At
first, she was hostile, like you, only that her hostility was different,
just as she is different. She had to be converted," he went on
hopefully, "but it was less difficult than I imagined. I think she takes
a kind of pride in conquering her prejudices, and being true to the real
breadth of her nature."
"I am sure she would like her nature to be broad. She might very well
be content that it is charming. And what is the difference between her
hostility and mine?"
"The main difference," Lindsay said, with a gay half round upon her,
"is that hers has sweetly vanished, while yours"--he made a dramatic
gesture--"walks between us."
"I know. I tried to stiffen her. I appealed to the worst in her on your
behalf. But it wasn't any use. She succumbed, as you say, to her nobler
instincts."
Hilda stabbed a great crisp fallen teak leaf with her parasol, and spent
her paradox in twirling it.
"One can so easily get an affair of one's own out of all proportion,"
Duff said. "And I should be sorry--do you really want me to talk about
this?"
"Don't be stupid. Of course."
He took her permission with plain avidity.
"Well, it grew plain to Miss Livingstone, as it will to everybody
else who knows or cares," he said; "I mean chiefly Laura's tremendous
desirability. Her beauty would go for something anywhere, but I don't
want to insist on that. What marks her even more is the wonderful purity
and transparency of her mind; one doesn't find it often now, women's
souls are
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